asian dramahOlic

eerie dreams

2012-02-12T00:33:00.004+11:00

So yesterday I had this super eerie dream.

Like idk. There was this guy, I'm not sure who he is, but he was inside a carriage or a car? and we were talking about something. Something about a deal. And then he gave me chopped off fingers with coins in them and I collected them in a large piece of cloth.

The guy left and I went back home, but my mum was still awake and found me. She took that large piece of cloth and put it inside a blender. It started to blend everything together, but when she opened the lid, it just looked like minced meat. No gold. My mum stared down at me and then walked away. I went outside and remembered that I had buried something before underneath the apple tree.

I still had my large piece of cloth but when I opened it, it was just full of small cut out cloths. I wanted to bury it somewhere but I couldn't bury it underneath the apple tree because my mum found out what I had buried there. I knew she was watching from the window so I scurried somewhere and then I woke up.

I woke up thinking 'wow, my content limitation is limitless during sleep and my thinking is pretty much disorganised and illogical, but still. That was some eerie dream'

Too much psych and The Vampire Diaries.

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On another hand, I've found out what kind of dress I'm looking for!

I think these look absolutely stunning and gorgeous, but of course, what they look like on me is a whole different story. But this is basically the kind of dress I'm hunting for, for formal. I think I might leave my yellow one for graduation dinner, since it's sorta... well, not for dancing and jumping.

I'M PRETTY EXCITED!

29TH MARCH. JUST YOU WAIT.

and CAMP IN TWO WEEKS! THE LAST ONE~ Although I'm bummed that I can't be in the pool for my last swimming carnival ever, its fine if there are beach activities at camp. I won't be missing out on that.

I'm drowning in physics by the way. I can't. I really can't do this. LOL It's going to be one of my lowest, along with chinese. ):

2012-02-12T00:22:00.001+11:00

Heaven - Ailee

Russian Roulette - SPICA

2 favourite songs on repeat for the past 2 days.

year 12 schooling.

2012-02-02T11:19:00.002+11:00

ZOMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

I HAVE TAY FOR ENGLISHHHHHHHHHH FJALDFKJKAJFDKFJKDSFJA

I cannot express my happiness. He's the only teacher who I've had 3 years in a row at JMSS :) and I'm saddened that I don't have SCH for chemistry but it's okay, I'm just going to hope that SEN will be as good as SCH :)

Now for tomorrow, I have physics, study period and then psych... and nothing's slotted in for 4th period, so really, I am so screwed. The two subjects which I haven't done work for.. are slotted in for tomorrow ;____; I'm off to go shower, then do some physics before I go get my haircut and then more physics and hopefully I can put in some psych before the end of the night.

Holiday Homework

2012-01-29T00:37:00.003+11:00

LUB LUB LUPPP DIS COVER

I LUP DIS COVER TOOO.

Happy belated Chinese New Year everybody~

Haven't been in the mood to blog much, but nobody reads this blog anyways? LOL

I spent the new years at home with my family, cleaning up my house haha

Well.. it's about time I get cracking on that pile of homework.. even though I know I'm not going to finish it on time anyways ;____; FML

But really, this is all because I got my books late... well at the start of january, which I could've finished reading the english novels before.. but now.. hmm..

and that's about it.

LETS GET CRACKALACKIN' FOOLS.

2012-01-26T13:49:00.002+11:00

Concerts to watch:

G-dragon - Shine a Light

Taeyang - SOLAR concert

YG Family 2010, 2011

BEAST - 1ST Live Concert: Welcome to Beast Airline

Upcoming:

BEAST - Beautiful Show

Big Bang - BIG SHOW 2012

tag you're it! #16

2012-01-20T21:00:00.003+11:00

Courtesy of Sherri..

Personal Information:
Gender: Female.
Birthday: 31st July
Siblings: 2 younger brothers
Eye color: Chocolate brown.
Height: 164.7 cm CHYEAHS!

Other Information:
What are you wearing?: Victorian Police Youth Corps Graduation Camp 2009 jumper + grey fila shorts
Righty or lefty?: Righty~
Who are your closest friends? Lilian, Junie, Richard, Jess, Tony, Michael, Helena and Abstar :)

Favorites?
Favorite place for a date: Anything's fine as long as it's not awkward and it's flowing :) But road trip to somewhere would be great (L)
Favorite place to shop: ASIA. LOL no joke, but here in Melbourne, it'd be nice if I have enough money to buy stuff from Myer or David Jones... but alas, I like sport clothing atm, so any sport stores are fine :)
Favorite kind of plant: Michelia Champaca with fragrant flowers named 'ylang ylang' because my uncle grows this in his garden and picks the flowers off and they smell so nice :) *childhood reminisce*
Favorite Color: Pastel - baby colours :)
Favorite Number: 5 or 7 dunno why though!
Favorite Sport: BADMINTON, swimming, hockey, tennis, cricket is decent when you're playing it.
Favorite Month: March, April, May.
Favorite Movies: She's the Man, White Chicks, Transformers 1, 2, 3, Pirate of the Carribean 1-3.
Favorite cartoon character: Tweety :)

Have You...:

Given anyone a bath?: Uhm.. probably not?
Smoked?: NOPES.
Eaten a dog?: No I don't think so. D;
Put your tongue on a frozen pole?: No LOL
Loved someone so much it made you cry?: Possibly?
Broken a bone?: Not that I know of.
Played Truth or Dare?: Yes, of course.
Been in a physical fight?: Yes.. with my brothers. 2 vs. 1 wrestling LOL
Been in a police car?: YES! :) Youth corps ftw.
Been on a plane?: Yeps
Come close to dying?: Probably
Been in a sauna?: Nope
Been in a hot tub?: Nope
Cried when someone died?: I don't know of anyone who has died yet.. as if I'm close to them
Cried in school?: Yes in primary school and when I got hurt physically in high school. There may have been this 1 emotional time, but I can't recall.
Fell off your chair?: Yeps.
Waited for someone's phone call all night?: Nopes.
Fallen for one of your best friends: Yeps ;P
Made out with JUST a friend?: Nope
Used someone?: Yeahs, a few times.

What is...:
Your bedroom like?: Messy some places, but fairly neat.
The last thing you've said?: Go pack away the dishes.
Beside you?: Bed, pile of books and homework, Alan (the blue bear who is now named Teddy Bear Junior), dressing table.
The last thing you ate?: VITA WHEAT CRACKERS (L) mah new best fraaand :)
The kind of shampoo you're using?: Palmolive~ Aloe vera green one.
The best thing that has happened to you this year?: 2012 - Going to the tennis, getting a new bed, joining the gym.
The worst thing that has happened to you this year?: Going back to tutor/kumon/doing the completion test.

Have you ever had...:
Chicken Pox?: Yes
Sore Throat?: Yeps
Stitches?: Yesssss
Broken nose?: No..

Do you...:
Believe in love at first sight?: The thought sways, sometimes yes, sometimes no.
Like school: I only like it because I get to see my friends 5 days a week :)
What schools have you gone to?: WPS, DHS, JMSS :)
Eat a live hamster for $1,000,000?: NO WAY.

Others:
If you were stuck on an island, who would you want to be with?: All the JMSS girlies, Richard and Tony. LOL
Who was the last person that called you?: hmm Lilian, Richard, Felix, Junie.
What makes you laugh the most?: tumblr, running man, family outing, intimate note, oh my school, infinity challenge and different movies :)
What makes you smile?: humourous moments with friends (L)

Last person...:
You yelled at?: Broooo
Who broke your heart?: heart hasn't been broken in a while.
Told you that they love you?: Can't remember oh right JUNIE :)

Do/Are You...:
Wear contacts or glasses?: I can wear contacts, but...man! It's been over a year.
Do you like yourself?: There are certain parts about myself I hate both personality and physically wise but other then that, I'm fine with myself.
Do you get along with your family?: Most of the time.
Stolen anything over $50?: No.

Final Questions:
What are you listening to right now?: Set Fire To The Rain (adele cover) - Cathy Nguyen.
What did you do yesterday: Went to the gym
Have you hated someone in your family?: Yes
Did you get any awards?: Gotten heaps.. LOL mainly to do with kumon, those maths/science competitions and academic awards for subjects and chinese.
What car do you wish to have?: I don't have a good sense of cars.. but I like the sexy audi's :)
Where do you want to get married?: Well I'm fine with anywhere as long as my family are there..
If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change?: lose 5kg, personality wise is the ability to not sway/judge according to some people's words or rumours, be patient with things, stop being vain, be more open minded towards others.
How many remote controls do you have in your house?: 4 for the air con, 1 for the dvd, 1 for the media player, 2-3 for the tv... and the list goes on.
What do you dream about?: Anything my imagination can come up with. There was a time where I dreamt that I was at Jeju island with Richard and Jess hahaha and we had a bus trip to the beach and had to climb stairs and over look the sunset, so yeahs, it's completely random.
Last time you showered?: An hour ago
Scary or happy movies?: Happy movies ftw.
Chocolate or white chocolate?: WHITE CHOCOLATE!

AND THAT'S ALL FOLKS.

18th January 2012 - Aus Open w/ Felix, Junie, Lilian, Richard

2012-01-19T17:41:00.003+11:00

I like this cover~ :)

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18th January 2012.

HELLO. So, yesterday I went out with Richard (DHS), Felix, Junielle and Lilian to the Aus Open 2012. Greaaaat fun, even though, once again, I was the earliest one to leave.

In the morning I woke up, but my mum thought I was joking about going out so she got angry at me, because when I went ice skating last time, she said that I said it was the last time I was going out. I have no recollection of saying that so she dropped me off at the station pissed off. Saw Richard waiting for me and Junie arrived soon after.

Got on the next train that was coming and then got off at Richmond. Met up with Felix and Lilian who looked like a couple on the grass.. but there was space between them when we saw them up close... Went inside because Lilian and Felix arrived earlier to buy the tickets in advance, ahead of the long lines. We scanned our tickets and went to watch Daniela Hantuchova play against Lesia Tsurenko. Hantuchova won the game 4-6, 6-4, 6-3 in just under 2.5 hours (at that time it was already 1:30pm)

After that match ended we headed out to the city for lunch, because I didn't have any breakfast in the morning and was mad hungry. Felix and I decided on Korean Barbeque (HOORAY!) because the rest didn't mind eating anything. Took the train up til Flinders and took a tram to Bourke St. We ended doing a circle because the first restaurant we entered... costed $33.50 per person.. for Korean Barbeque which was really awkward... so we went to Dae Jang Geum which was further down Little Bourke St, in the first half of Chinatown. We ordered marinated chicken, pork and beef which came with enoki mushrooms (?) and a slice of onion.. which totaled up to $55. I felt like rice so I, alone, ordered a bowl of rice. Felt pretty full after that because it was very delicious. So I can now tick off 'Eating Korean Barbeque' of my to-do list.

It was almost 4 by the time we finished lunch so Felix and Richard bought Slurpees, Junie and Lilian went off to buy harajuku crepes and I bought a Mango Tango Boost.

Got on the train and they all got off at Richmond to watch another match while I made my way back home because I was scared that my mum was going to be even more angry at me for staying out late. Came home at around about 5:30 and then rested for 20 minutes and got mum to drop me off at gym. My mum was still pissed off that I went out and wasted $50, when everyone else is earning money so she gave me the silent treatment and it's still going right now.

I attended zumba and body attack group exercises... and I was pretty much exhausted and dead by the end of it. Came home, showered, ate dinner and got 2 calls from Felix, Richard, Junie and Lilian who were still coming back from the tennis at that time.. They watched Nalbandian vs. Isner which went for 4 hours+ So they were heading home at 8:30.... LOL If I stayed, I wouldn't have left until that time as well....but I'm a goody-two shoes. Everyone knows that.

So yeahs, that was how I spent my day. It was a really good day, despite coming home and finding out I've tanned/sunburned my arms..and my left arm is darker/redder than my right arm.. That was the consequence of staying out in the sun for 2 and a half hours... fml.

I even wore sunscreen, which I hate the feeling of unless I'm in the pool, BUT I STILL GOT BURNED. Geesus.

Anyways that's it.

my heaven.

2012-01-19T15:07:00.001+11:00

one of those songs, which you'll never ever get old of.

I love you, I remember you, Heaven

[GD] (Sing it together! Big Bang, Hey T, let’s do it brah! Go go go)

la la la la-

[TOP] 24/7 you are everlasting heaven

[GD] 24/7 you are my only heaven

[TOP] 24/7 you are everlasting heaving 24/7 heaven

[GD] (Let’s go) Thought it would be the last, thought the second would never come

Love that didn’t suit me at all came to me this hot summer

My other half that I’ve waited and waited for, I always had a dream about you

You are my resting place in my heart,

I want to stare and stare again, give and give again

[TOP] I feel thirsty because of flutter, why does my love run away

I am mad, it’s not going how I wanted, I can’t understand

But I don’t want to lose you, I don’t want to be apart from you

You are the one in my life you are more beautiful than heaven

[Chorus]

I love you, I call you, I remember you, I wait for you

Your one phrase, that “I love you” phrase

I love you I remember you (I remember your everything)

[TOP/GD] Tears of sorrow, sky, star, and heaven

[SR] You breathe in my every lifestyle

I see only your name in my phone without knowing

[YB] I hold your hands several times in one day

I feel like I have everything when I kiss you

[TOP] Oh baby a sweet aroma from mini-hompi that I visit everyday

[GD] Oh baby a short text message is too short to express my love

[DS] People make fun of me, (but) I feel happy everyday

[TOP/DS] (Oh baby I feel alive these days) because of you

[Repeat Chorus]

(GD: Hey, hey listen to me)

[DS] Everyday I am afraid; what if you leave me again, become vague from me

[YB] (I feel) so thankful, (I) love you so much, you are the only person in the door of heaven inside of my heart

[Repeat Chorus]

[GD] 24/7, my heaven

Sofia Vergara - Gloria on Modern Family

2012-01-17T23:10:00.000+11:00

This made me LOL a lot :)

Tonight - Big Bang BIG SHOW Concert 2011

2012-01-17T23:08:00.002+11:00

Fucking spectacular. I will go.. before I die.

YEAHS.

2012-01-14T17:50:00.003+11:00

"Some say I would be better off without you, but they don't know you like I do..."

That line was sung so smoothly (L)

Answer my 18 questions about Kpop

2012-01-14T12:59:00.002+11:00

Answer my 18 questions about Kpop

1. What group got you into Kpop?

BIG BANG.

2. What is your bias group right now?

BIG BANG, BEAST, 2NE1

3. Has Kpop hindered your life in any way? (like with friends, family, etc..)

LOL... friends wise...I suppose it has?

4. Whats your favorite Kpop song of all time? what about right now?

Favourite Kpop song of all time: So Hot - WG, Last Farewell & Heaven - Big Bang, Mirotic - DBSK

Right Now: Crazy - Teen Top, MBLAQ - Scribble.

5. Do you like Big Bang? Super Junior? DBSK? SS501? U-Kiss? BEAST? MBLAQ? or do you only support girl groups?

I LIKE BIG BANG, BEAST and 2NE1.

6. Wonder Girls, SNSD, Kara, or CSJH The Grace?

Wonder Girls hands down.

7. BoA or Lee Hyori?

....I like them both, but I'll go with the queen, Lee Hyori. 'Just one 10 minute!'

8. SE7EN or Rain?

dfjladkfjdkfja SE7EN

9. TOP, GD, or both?

BOTH. YOU CAN'T MAKE ME CHOOSE BETWEEN THEM.

10. What group do you hate? why?

You can't say I hate a group, but rather just dislike them to an extent... because their fandom is ridiculously mean and over protective so I dislike SNSD and Super Junior.

11. Who’s you favorite member of SNSD? (Its impossible to hate all of them)

Yuri or Sooyoung(?)

12. What fan club irritates you the most?

SONES hands down + any of the fandoms that participated in the Dream Concert Black Ocean. All those fandom sucks balls.

13. In your opinion, what fan club is the calmest?

The calmest? I've never heard of such a thing, LOL jokes but probably the kamilias.

14. Have you heard of Teen Top or INFINITE? who do you like better?

I've heard of both of them and I like INFINITE better.

15. Have you heard of Outsider? do you like his music?

I've heard of him here and there, I'm neutral to his music.

16. What’s your favorite song dedicated to fans?

VIP - BIG BANG + Beautiful - BEAST.

17. What fanclub scares you the most?

SONES, ELFs, CASSIOPEIAs, B2UTYs, VIPs and BLACKJACKS LOL, they defend their idols to the extremes but they also put down the other groups...

18. Name your top 10 biases (or less if you don’t have that many, cause I don’t)

1. Yang Yoseob

2. G-Dragon

3. TOP

4. Seungri

5. Yong Junhyung

6. Doojoon

7. Kim Myungsoo

8. Kim Yoobin

9. Park Bom

10. IU

Ultimate biases are the top 3.

11-13th january 2012

2012-01-13T21:16:00.006+11:00

Physics lecture was really... ehm.. thorough and concise with the notes and the lecturers comprehensively went through the topics, despite the time limit, so it was actually really good (Y)

One thing:

Me (WED): Mid - mid
Him (WED): Top - mid

Me (THU): Mid - mid

Him (THU): Top - side

Me (FRI): Mid - side

Him (FRI): Top - mid.

But yeahs... apart from that LOL...

Without fail, I dozed off in every single lecture. Proud achievement~ NOT.

Today, my mum and brothers decided to head off to the city as well, but later in the morning, since 7:30 -8 o'clock was really early for them LOL

I went to the lecture for 3 hours and then went to myer to find my mum and brothers. We went to lunch at the usual place, Kum Den Restaurant and ordered the usual, salt and pepper chicken with rice + fried egg noodle with stir-fry beef.

Went to bourke st to find Rong Bao Tang AND KFJADKFJDKLFJAD OMGADDDD. SO MUCH MERCHANDISE FROM SNSD, SHINEE, SUJU, CNBLUE, B2ST, KARA, BIG BANG, 2NE1 AND KDJFKLJFLKA.

They have like glow sticks, t-shirts, rings, mobile key chains with the band's names, lanyards, mountains of calanders, badges, autographed cd's/dvd's, pens, bags, mobile phone cases, coin cases, purses and cushions.

2NE1 NOLZA concert dvd was $52 though ): I'm incredibly sad that I can't afford it.. but I bought a Big Bang ring instead for $9.80.. which was still a rip off... but hey, I bought at least one thing. I think I might save up for a YG/Big Bang hoodie one day.

Headed off to myer to see the 'friday the 13th' sales because my mum wanted to buy more mascara from Dior, but it didn't have a discount, but she bought it anyways with $52. LOL, I wanted to buy O.P.I nail polish but I didn't know what colours to choose from, the blues looked really nice but so did all the sheer and translucent pinks but I wanted a glitter mixed one too! Omgosh, but I didn't end up buying any.. it was $20... but I might head in next week and buy 1 if its still $20....

Decided it was time to head home or to kumon, and I bought a strawberry 'smoothie' from chatime while my mum went to buy coconut smoothies from yourthai. Smoothie = milk, but the one I drank didn't have any, I think they put tea instead.. and it tasted like.. ice-kachang but more liquid-y...

Took the train home and then fell asleep on the way cause I was pretty much dead from yesterday's workout from the gym and then I had to wake up 'early' to attend the lecture... without breakfast or coffee.

Went to kumon for an hour and then went to the gym... my muscles, especially my upper body all ache so much... BUT I STILL WEIGH THE SAME. kdjfadlkfjaldkfja *rage*

Anyways abrupt ending!

2012-01-10T12:31:00.001+11:00

great voices :) plus LEE HYORI (;

idk what to say about this..

1st jan '12 - 7th jan '12

2012-01-07T00:03:00.006+11:00

It's officially been a week since the new years/2012 started!

hooray~~~ jokes, I'M FREAKING 18 THIS YEAR.

anyways I shall blog what I can remember about my week this week:

2 dramas finished in the span of this week...!

The Princess' Man (TPM) and The Greatest Love (TGL).

Both were actually pretty good in their own way, but TPM really extended for 24 eps. I can't watch anything past 20 eps. Honestly! It just gets too repetitive, and it did for a little bit. TPM is mainly a korean historic version of the Romeo and Juliet with a little twist. Cried on the last ep... because they were going to die together...! But things happened and yeahs... they had a twist and a happy ending. Great acting from the cast and gruesome killings/punishments but beautiful love stories at the end :) Esp from the Princess and Royal Consort (L)

TGL is a romantic comedy that was actually funny during some parts and hilarious at one part. But it was still an original story line and the main actor, Cha Seung Won IS FREAKING 42 YEARS OLD. How does he look like that still?! I would've guessed late 30s! Omgosh, but yes. Good cast and acting.

1st Jan:

IT WAS FREAKING HOT THAT DAY. SERIOUSLY WTH. I HATE HOT AND HUMID WEATHER.
Went to 2 parties; both family friends or customers of my dad. One family was the same family that invited us to China Bar on Boxing Day!
First stop, to a customer which my parents had attended their daughter's wedding a while back. They were singing karaoke and I dozed off for a good 10-20 minutes while listening to the karaoke. Not because it was good or there were slow songs, but the screen wasn't interesting and it was a hot day.
Ate a lot at the first house. THERE WAS POTATO SALAD. HURRAAAAAH! That was the 2nd time in my entire life that I've had potato salad. First time was at Abby's 16th last year... I might re-make it some time. It was so so so so good. Soft potatoes with egg and mayo and dfkdfafjdlf SO NAICE. Ate beef skewers and chicken skewers with carrot and papaya salad. That was basically the meal for that house. Stayed there for 2 hours max and read recipe books. Highly disturbing recipes were serpent head and frogs.
Headed over to the other house and it was heaven. THERE WAS A SPIT ROAST IN THE GARAGE! That was the first thing I saw because when we were over at their house last time for another party, the spit roast was SO YUMMEH. The ribs and the tender meat and just DERICIOUS.*drools*
Another reason as to why it was heaven was because IT WAS THERE WAS AIR CONDITIONING IN THE HOUSE. Bless that house for having strong air con. But it had changed a lot over a span of a year. There used to be shelves and shelves of computer things, but it's been replaced by a personal gym.... There's like different weights and bench pressing equipment and all.
One of the sons were playing skyrim and the other was upstairs with his girlfriend. There was a spare computer so I used it with my brother. Later in the evening there was a slapping showdown between me and my youngest brother. My thighs turned red ):

2nd Jan

can't remember if there was anything special happening.

3rd Jan

Went ice skating in the city at Medibank ice house for the first time... I literally forgot how to skate as soon as I got onto the ice. It was actually pretty hot that day as well, but it was cooling in the ice house. Spent 2 hours + 45 minutes in that ice house and skated until I was pretty much tired. The unbelievable feeling you get when you undo those laces from the skates is sheer pleasure. LOL I'm not even kidding.
Went with Richard, Alex, Eli, Yaya (?), Allyssa, Le, Nate, Tony Nguyen and other people who I can't quite remember. First time meeting everyone except allyssa and richard...
Left the ice house at like 2:45-3 and went to yourthai to eat lunch at like 4. LOL So late... I was extremely hungry. I think I grew a fit because not only did I not have lunch, but I was worried about my mum being angry and cautious about seeing anyone I know at the city like my cousin...
Went to photo plus with nate, greg(?), richard and allyssa. REALLY WANTED TO BUY BOOST OR CHATIME, but I was pretty much poor and stuffed with noodles, so I didn't want to eat until I exploded.
Left the city by 5:10 ish
Got home an hour later...
OH BY THE TIME I GOT HOME MY DAD WAS HOME, WITH A BRAND NEW TV. Panasonic Viera 55 inch, weeew. It's so slim... LOL

4th Jan

Can't remember if I did anything...I probably just stayed home and watched dramas all day

5th Jan

Mum decided to go and look around for new mattresses/beds for my brothers and I, since ours are all pretty old. Mine's already 12 years old.
Went to dandy and bought 2 queen sized beds at BEDSHED. My mum was going to buy double sized, but eventually she gave in LOL
There was this really COMFY AND SQUISHY BED from a brand named Tempur. It was so nice to lay down on, because you literally sank into the bed. LOL
On the way back my mum made me join the gym LOL... for 6 months under teenager!
Lazed around for the rest of the day

6th Jan

Woke up at 9 and attend the first group exercise class at the gym, for an hour. Wasn't too bad, but I can't keep my balance LOL and there were a lot of women who attended.
Walked back home after the hour was done and finished watching TGL.
Was gonna run the treadmill until a family friend came over..

SO YEAHS THAT WAS MY WEEK.

tag you're it! #15

2012-01-02T19:59:00.003+11:00

I'm doing this here because I can

1) Put your iTunes on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up.

1. 張棟樑 - 別再驚動愛情

2. Glee Cast - Survivor/I will survive

3. Wang Lee Hom - 自己人

4. Far East Movement - Girls on the dancefloor

5. One and One - T-ara

6. Park Jaebeom (Jay Park) - Star

2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?

A pleasure to meet Barrack Obama.

3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.

As luck would have it, page 23 doesn’t have line 17, but i’ll give you the last line: “But I never believe me.”

4) What do you think about most?

Life & where am I headed in it. Will I get precious opportunities, will I get enough money to travel around the world etc..

5) What does your latest text message from someone else say?

It’s pretty long, but it’s specifically directed towards me from jess about happy new years :)

6) Do you sleep with ____ or without ______ on?

I sleep with the lights off and fully clothed? LOL

7) What’s your strangest talent?

I don’t have a strange talent… unless you count having my fingers being straight but bent at the top.

8) Girls…. (finish the sentence); Boys…. (finish the sentence)

Girls can have a variety of clothes and styles; Boys can’t.

9) Ever had a poem or song written about you?

Nopes!

10) When is the last time you played the air guitar?

I can’t remember..?

11) Do you have any strange phobias?

Strange? No.. but just afraid of heights sometimes and just rides… because I always play the worst case scenario in my head like the bars will come undone or the buckles will come undone and i’ll die.

12) Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?

Just my finger. LOL

13) What’s your religion?

Buddhism

14) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?

Going out with friends or hanging the clothes

15) Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?

Don’t mind both! Mainly behind because I come out pretty bad in full length pictures

16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?

There’s 3: Big Bang, B2ST and 2NE1

17) What was the last lie you told?

Going to the library tomorrow to study… I think I might go tell my mum the truth now

18) Do you believe in karma?

Yes… I just don’t take notice of it much

19) What does your URL mean?

From what I still know, it doesn’t mean anything. It was a copy off Jiro Wang’s (Fahrenheit) wretch blog without the extra ‘a’.

20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?

Greatest weakness: Food & Internet?

Greatest strength: Being awesome and awkward

21) Who is your celebrity crush?

Forever Yang Yoseob or Kwon Jiyong.

22) Have you ever gone skinny dipping?

Nopes!

23) How do you vent your anger?

I keep it bottled it…most of the time or I just take it out on my brothers by yelling and screaming at them

24) Do you have a collection of anything?

Pencilcases and handbags

25) Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?

I don’t mind both! I just don’t want to be the cause of the high phone bills or receive one.

26) Are you happy with the person you’ve become?

Not really.

27) What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?

Sound I hate: Blaring karaoke

Sound I love: Text Messages

28) What’s your biggest “what if”?

What if I had already gotten to know ‘him’? Would I have gotten over him more quickly or fallen for him faster? What if I didn’t know that he existed

29) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?

It’s a 50-50 thing about ghosts, some times I believe they do but sometimes I don’t. Aliens are the same.

30) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.

Right: air, Left: the hand rest on the couch

31) Smell the air. What do you smell?

Hot and humid air.

32) What’s the worst place you have ever been to?

The journey to Venus bay on a cold day and a ‘non-asian’ party…

33) Choose East Coast or West Coast?

South east ;) jokes east.

34) Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?

YANG YOSEOB but LOL uhm.. Joseph Vincent to be more realistic

35) To you, what is the meaning of life?

42. idk.

36) Define Art.

Abstract and different styles.

37) Do you believe in luck?

Yes, wholeheartedly.

38) What’s the weather like right now?

Hot and humid.

39) What time is it?

10:20pm

40) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?

I haven’t officially started so, no I haven’t crashed.

41) What was the last book you read?

Last… book… idk.. I haven’t read one in a while, I haven’t found any good reviews for one.. but it’d probably be The Kite Runner. LOL

42) Do you like the smell of gasoline?

I find it pleasant.. but it’s bad for everyone!

43) Do you have any nicknames?

resaa & terry and the names my mum calls me.

44) What was the last movie you saw?

du du du du… Twilight: Breaking Dawn part 1.

45) What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?

A cut in my leg… I couldn’t walk for a week without the help of crutches, back in grade 5.

46) Have you ever caught a butterfly?

Not according to my memory.

47) Do you have any obsessions right now?

I might have some… but I don’t know what’s to be classified as obsessions… bands: infinite, tv shows: The Princess’ Man, The Greatest Love, Running Man (long term obsession), Family outing.

48) What’s your sexual orientation?

Straight

49) Ever had a rumor spread about you?

Yeaaaaahs probs.

50) Do you believe in magic?

Nopes, just the work of science

51) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?

Yes

52) What is your astrological sign?

Leo?

53) Do you save money or spend it?

I spend. Which is sad because I’m a very materialistic person i.e. I like brand name clothes which are expensive as heck.

54) What’s the last thing you purchased?

Last thing I purchased… was Chicken Teriyaki Subway, oh wait no, 4 fila shorts :)

55) Love or lust?

I’d rather love.

56) In a relationship?

Nopes - realistically speaking.

57) How many relationships have you had?

58) Can you touch your nose with your tongue?

Nopes.

59) Where were you yesterday?

Yesterday I was at 2 barbeques with family friends/dad’s customers. I FINALLY HAD MY SECOND SERVING OF POTATO SALAD, in my life. LOL It was so yummeh ;~; and roast spit as usual! :))

60) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?

Nopes

61) Are you wearing socks right now?

Nopes

62) What’s your favorite animal?

I have many but I think dogs, dolphins, polar bears.

63) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?

Like everyone else I think it’s just being myself…

64) Where is your best friend?

At home I’m guessing?

65) Spit or swallow?(;

Spit?

66) What is your heritage?

Cambodian - Chinese.

67) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?

I was on the computer watching dramas in my bed.

68) What do you think is Satan’s last name?

Evil?

69) Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?

Nopes

70) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?

Honestly no.

71) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late onemore time you get fired. What do you do?

Depends if there are passerby’s around and willing, if there’s no one I’d go rescue the dog.

72) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?

a) Yes I would tell everyone and see if the people I hold most dear would come and see me. b) I’d probably do as much as I can for example, I’d travel if I could and just do everything so I wouldn’t regret it. c) Yes I would be afraid.

73) You can only have one of these things; trust or love.

Trust.

74) What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?

It’s sad how I went to my ‘Most Played’ and all of them were sad songs. But Sunset Glow and I like you the best always seems to cheer me up.

75) What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?

1285

76) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?

Trust, honesty, fights, laughter/humour and resilience.

77) How can I win your heart?

Have a great smile, make me laugh and probably have 1-2 common interests.

78) Can insanity bring on more creativity?

Possibly.

79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?

Listen to other music apart from mainstream pop.

80) What size shoes do you where?

uh, I’m a 10 now… apparently but it varies.

81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?

Loving daughter, sister, mother/wife/girlfriend would be nice?

82) What is your favorite word?

Therefore.

83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.

Beating/pulsating

84) What is a saying you say a lot?

I don’t have a saying I say a lot.. I think? I don’t know!

85) What’s the last song you listened to?

Eyes - Kaskade

86) Basic question; what’s your favorite color/colors?

Clothes wise - grey, purple/blue colour wise :)

87) What is your current desktop picture?

YG FAMILY! 15TH Anniv. YG FAMILY CONCERT

88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?

Millionaires/billionaires that do not understand third world problems and hence don’t donate their money to charities that have an actual cause. They spend their money selfishly and don’t put the money to good use like giving scholarships to the less fortunate and building schools and hospitals in third world countries.

89) What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?

There’s one that was asked above… or was there? (;

90) One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren’t really doing anything, they’re just standing around your bed. What do you do?

Dance with them ;) jokes, I don’t know.

91) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?

Super speed? or Mind reading :3

92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?

It’s a tie between year 5, year 6 and year 9.

93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

First relationship.

94) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?

G-dragon or Yang Yoseob… it’s probably Yang Yoseob.

95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?

That’s hard ): I’d go to many places… Korea, Japan, Beijing, Taiwan, Shanghai, Hangzhou, Thailand, Singapore, Malaysia, Italy, France, New York, LA.

96) Do you have any relatives in jail?

Nopes.

97) Have you ever thrown up in the car?

Maybe, can’t recall.

98) Ever been on a plane?

Yes :)

99) If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?

Hi?

100) Give me your top 5 favorite blogs on Tumblr.

Tumblr crushes = same thing?

1. loveebigbang

2. runningmangifs

3. exclusion

4. seobbie

5. rd-fobsta

2012

2012-01-01T23:55:00.002+11:00

Happy new years to you all. Hopefully you'll be triumphant and survive all the challenges that 2012 bring. Especially to the graduating class of 2012... we're all in this together, so we'll be facing them challenges together and we're gonna graduate together at the end of this year. Just make the best of this year, it's our last year in high school.

2011 - Reflection

2011-12-31T21:49:00.003+11:00

As 2011 draws to a close in around about a little over than 2 hours, I welcome 2012 with big arms.

2011 has been exactly like a roller coaster ride. There are ups and there are downs. There are times where we feel as though we're going backwards and looping in circles, but most of all, we keep going forward, and at a quick pace too.

Looking back to the start of 2011, I greatly regret underestimating VCE but most of all, Chinese. I knew I had to juggle Chinese with Methods, but the amount of work that I needed to do didn't hit me until the last minute, but more greatly, after I got my results.

The teacher clearly said 17 hours of practice for our general conversation and detailed study was needed in order to gain a high mark. 17 hours of research + practice + memorising + getting those little tonations right on the dot. She said that there was a need to do essays every week and just push yourselves that little bit more for Chinese.

However, I didn't do much, if not any of those things. I knew I was going to badly on the oral exam, but I didn't think that I would get so low.

As my Mathematical Methods teacher had told everyone at the start of the year, "The year will go by so fast that next thing you know it, we're revising for our exams in November" *click fingers* and dare I say, he was absolutely right.

This year has been probably one of the worst years in my entire high school life (just academically). Nevermind Year 10 at JMSS, but year 11 at JMSS was on a different level of hard. My academic grades suffered a lot, with the exception of English and Chemistry. It was a major wake up call for next year. Each Methods SAC had me stressing before but a 'I-no-longer-care' attitude. I promised myself that after each SAC or test for every subject, I was going to write my errors in an errors notebook. That only happened for Chemistry and Physics. I had too many mistakes in every single Methods SAC that I just gave up. At that point, I realised that I'm not going to learn from my mistakes, but I no longer cared. I just wanted to get the subject done and out of the way.

As time went by, Methods became priority as it hit me that I only have 10 weeks left to study for the exams. I didn't quite give up on the subject yet, but what was the point in doing it accelerated in the first place, if I wasn't going to be consistent with my effort. So no matter how low my scores were from my SACs, I just needed to do heaps of practice exams to cover up for those flaws in the topics I didn't know too well. 2.5 months came to an end and the Methods exams were back to back and had well been overdue. I did what I could. I also realised what a stupid mistake it was to assume that the exam was going to be easy (as the pattern each year went hard-easy-hard-easy). I did my best and that was I all I could give.

I came out with a decent score and I got what I aimed for. Thing was, I limited my abilities to perform to my absolute best by putting a score in my mind in what I thought was, personally, achievable. (For Example) By saying that I estimate a 40 is what I will get, I didn't perform to the best of what I could've done and might've gotten a 50. Who knows?

Richard has said that I must not doubt myself nor should I stress too much. That will be a New Years Resolution, I think.

I guess, emotionally, I've discovered more about myself. What I feel under stress is probably different from what I feel when not under stress. I complain a lot, but that's entirely my fault for not taking VCE seriously. I need to get rid of bad habits over the holidays. I have a little patience at certain times, under certain conditions. Incredibly short tempered under stressed conditions, can be jealous of my friends for a long time, I cannot maintain a poker face and I do have the patience to take 3 hours everyday to do a practice exam everyday, for a solid 2.5 months.

While certain friendships have gotten stronger, some have gotten a tiny bit weaker. But I think it's been my fault, so I'll be trying my best to repair them.

With these certain lows, comes certain highs. Highlights, merely, included the prom, first time attending Nicole's Party at her house, going badminton after school with the train group and Lilian, that last day of term in term 2 where Clayton Station was a mess and so we had to take the 804 bus to Dandy Station and then get back home, seeing the dandy high bio kids on the train every time they came back from GTAC and catching the train with them, senior badminton interschool sports, senior girls cricket, polaroid shots of certain events. Every little moment here and there somehow made me smile on that certain days.

As 2012 approaches, I will look over 2011 with a little bit of regret, but a new determination to do better in 2012.

Everyone says that year 12 is the greatest year in your entire high schooling life. I plan to make it that way. It will be a busy year next year, no doubt. But I only need to work hard for another 11.5 months. I only need to sacrifice for just 1 year and if I do well, it should be smooth sailing after December. I only have 1 chance to get this right, 1 chance to do my absolute best in my academic studies, 1 chance to make my parents proud.

I only need to extend myself that little bit more, do more work on top of what I should be doing, reading over the chapters before we learn them in class, make summary notes, just all those little things for JUST 1 YEAR.

2012 will most definitely be gone in a flash and next thing we know it, we'll be getting our ATAR scores and welcoming 2013.

Flower Boy Ramyun Shop

2011-12-29T16:10:00.003+11:00

So I've finished watching another drama. It's called Flower Boy Ramyun (Ramen) Shop. It's a short but sweet series! Each episode was around about 45 minutes long and there were 16 episodes so I finished it in 2 days.

Typical Storyline of Rich boy meets poor girl and then they slowly but gradually fall in love with each other. There are some memorable moments like the adorable kiss scenes.

Somehow it was similar to Secret Garden in a way mixed with Boys over flowers.

Cute cast but there were some bits that I was confused about..

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Well anyways, I think I might get around to modern family after I finish my chem chapters and I'm waiting for Princess' Man to download!

2 dramas down and another 23849308493 shows/dramas to go. I'm just kidding, but seriously, so many people want me to watch so many things.

Richard: HIMYM

Michelle X: Family Outing + Protect the Boss

Bonnie: Flower Boy Ramyun Shop (FINISHED) + Princess' Man

PLUS, Vampire Diaries returns Jan 5th and Once Upon A Time returns Jan 8th!

kdfldjfajdfkaj Screw year 12, I'll just be a hobo. LOLJK.

2 more days of 2011 left!

2012. I'll step into the new year with uncertainty, doubts, nervousness, (high) expectations, excited-ness and hopefully I'll come out of that year triumphant, full of confidence and a new perspective on life.

Since everyone is doing a flashback/review on 2011, I'll do one in the next 2 days!

BYE!

BOXING DAY

2011-12-27T20:05:00.003+11:00

WEEEEW! SO yesterday was Boxing day!

Woke up at 10:30 ish to go Harvey Norman at Dandy with the fam bam! We were in search of a new TV mainly panasonic. But there was one at $4099 and my dad wants to wait until it drops to $2000-ish. But IT WAS HUGE.... I think it was a 64 inch.... something either Plasma or LED or Neo Plasma, I can't remember but yeahs...waiting.. instead I bought Mariokart and a wii controller... for $136 it was $78 for the game and $58 for the remote.. the staff said it was 50% off all wii items... so.. I thought it was a pretty good deal..

Unfortunately, when we went over to JB hi-5, it turns out that Mariokart was $64... aww mang and then my brothers said we couldn't play it without the nun-chuck piece... because while I was playing some time back, I broke the nun-chuck by throwing it... accidentally.

So we were still looking for a T.V. at JB Hi-5 and also The Good Guys. By the time we got back home it was 1:30 ish and I bought 2 foot long subways, both chicken teriyaki. I only got to eat half of one sub.. because my brother wanted to eat the other, but he complains about the vegetables...

Came home and started to starve myself.. until I saw mangoes being cut up. I gobbled them down and went back into my room. My mum went with my oldest aunty and uncle to Parkmore to see if there was anything for sale... and then came back home empty handed at around 4:30.

I asked my mum if we could make it to DFO and she agreed to go. We headed over and every single parking slot was taken. We found a slot empty and then headed inside where it looked pretty hectic.

I stopped by Cotton on to see a lot of sales but no piece of clothing really caught my eye. While I was in there, I saw Vuthy, who was, I presume, working there. I didn't expect to see him there but yeahs. He was a year 12 who graduated this year and started to come to my chem tutor with his girlfriend almost half way through the year.

Went around and ended up buying 1 cardigan worth $20 (but it was $25 on the tag; I love it when this happens!) and 4 Fila shorts! FUCK YES FOR FILA SHORTS. MUAHAHAHA. So yeahs 2 spear shorts; blue and white ($5 each), 1 grey corporate sports short ($20) and 1 navy blue move it shorts ($25). I NOW HAVE GEAR I CAN RUN IT! So it costed me $55 overall! I LOVE SUMMER CLEARANCE SALES AT FILA. I really wanted to buy a purple singlet ($15) and grey trackies ($30) but that would be asking for too much, so I left it at that. I'll buy some next year... MUAHAHAHHA.

(edit: from the above paragraph, I seem like a materialistic girl, don't I? Always buying the brand names but hey, I can't help it and there are other people worse than me... who buy CK and politix... LOL and Vans and Levi and Superdry and Mooks and STUSSY AND MOSSIMO!)

So we headed home and then my dad was already at home waiting for us. Mum and I quickly showered and then we all headed off to China Bar Asian Buffet at Glen Waverley because a family friend had invited us to eat dinner with them.

I ate until I was pretty much ready to throw up.

Foods that were there/I ate:

Peking Duck
Mixed Jelly with fruit
Watermelon
Fruit Salad
Tiramisu
Green Tea cake with Red bean
Garlic Bread
Prawn dumplings
Roast duck
TEMPURA!
crab claws
SPECIAL: LOBSTERS
Mussels with Red curry
Sushi; california & grilled salmon
potato salad
jellyfish with some sort of meat
mini ice-cream cones
honey cornflakes
apple custard

So yeahs, there was more but I can't be stuffed naming them.. There was so much more in variety at dinner time.

(edit: THE BILL TURNED OUT TO COST $1045... there was 16 people including the baby... and the baby needed to pay $10 for his meal) So much money...

SO yeahs, we stayed there for about 2 hours from 6:30 til 8:30 ish and then made a pitstop at my other cousin's house, Andrew to see my ah ma (grandma) and stayed there for about an hour until we went home.

SO THAT WAS HOW I SPENT MY BOXING DAY!

ABRUPT ENDING BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW HOW TO END IT PROPERLY! BYE!

CHRISTMAS DAY!

2011-12-27T19:38:00.003+11:00

So a belated Merry Christmas to all!

I hope you spent it well with your family and cherished it!

I spent most of my day at my cousins house at Cranny....

It was mainly a birthday party for my cousin, Billy but I didn't know that until half way through the party... I thought it was just a Christmas party.

Well, most of my extended family came with the exception of one due to other reasons, but it was a tiring day.

(edit: The reason it was tiring was because I went to sleep at 4 that day, because Philip was started talking to me about his (love) life at 3, but gave me the shortened version in an hour... and I woke up at 11:11am... I don't usually get 7 hours of sleep on the holidays... )

Went over at 2:30pm and came home at 9:30pm. I went over the day before on Christmas eve, despite the hot and humid weather, to help skew a whole load of marinated beef. I'm guessing it would be about more than 25kg but less than 35kg.

It was celebrated with a barbeque, where there was a salad made out of vinegar, carrots, papaya(?) and cucumber, beef skewers, pork skewers, spit roast (YUM), fried rice, fried chicken, spring rolls and all that shizz.

Played card with my other cousins; Leanne. Patrick talked to Andrew and Lucy. Watched stuff on T.V. like all those movies... which were really crap.

That was basically how I spent my 7 hours there... came home and I still wanted to eat.. but I had a tiny bit of self control to stop myself.

SO yeahs, I spent my day with my extended family, featuring other people who I didn't know and PMS-ing weather who decided to hail and rain heavily in the afternoon/evening.

P.S. We had to stop the lamb from roasting because it started to rain. Then it stopped raining after a while so they brought out the lamb to continue to roast and then it started to rain again.

Omgosh, LIKE SERIOUSLY?!

P.P.S. My aunty gave me raspberry vodka LOL! She made her daughter drink it as well, but it's okays since Leanne is only... 16. Story happened something like this:

Aunty: Hey taste this...

Leanne: *tastes the red drink*

A: What does it taste like? Does it taste nice?

L: What is it? It tastes like medicine...

A: Do you want to try some, Teresa? It does taste like some cough medicine..

Me: .... *looks at both of them*

A: It's raspberry vodka. Here have some Teresa, it's okay.

Me: *reluctantly drinks it*

L: You're giving us vodka?

Me: Oh it does taste like medicine....

SO YEAHS. REBEL KID! HAHAHAHA.

City Hunter

2011-12-24T23:31:00.003+11:00

So, I just finished City Hunter! I started it 3 days ago, but since I've been staying up late to finish it... I've gone through it pretty quickly!

It wasn't an extremely good drama, but it had its suspenseful moments here and there and the acting was pretty much up to scratch! So it was decent.

Now to move onto either Modern Family or Protect the boss...

I'm waiting on:

Princess Man
Flower Boy Ramyun shop

to be subbed so I can mass download... and possibly Ojakgyo Brothers.. but its like a massive long as drama.. I can't watch anything past 20 eps. It just gets boring and predictable after a while...

So! yay, one drama down and another 3489384938 things to watch..

MERLIN SEASON 4 EPISODE 13 COMES OUT TOMORROW! YAY!

21st December 2011

2011-12-21T20:17:00.004+11:00

NEW BLOGSKIN! YAY!

Why?

1. I was waiting for my Family Outing episode to finish download at 2:30am.
2. Looked through a few of them, decided on one of the blogskins, but it stuffed everything up and wasn't even my blog, so I had to change it to the current one.
3. I'm not completely happy with it, but it's decent and simple and I can't be bothered making my own skin with all those html codes.
4. Eventually finished it at 4:30am and by then, my F.O episode was finally finished.

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Today I went to DFO with my dear brother Winston and my mum AND GUESS WHAT?!

FILA WAS HAVING A 50% OFF EVERYTHING SALE, but even then, I was BROKE and I only bought a pair of sky blue spear shorts. I'M SO PISSED OFF.

WHY AM I BROKE NOW? CHRISTMAS OF ALL TIMES? WHEN EVERYTHING IS ON SALE. GKFDKJFDKLJFKADLFJA

I wanted another pair of shorts but it was already $20 each.. But it was originally $50 (not half price but hey (; ) And I wanted a pair of grey trackies but again, it was $30 and my brother bought his $50 shoes....

SO really... I've learnt my lesson, I need to save up money for Christmas sales.

and I ended up buying a pair of white skinny jeans, which makes me look fat (I've just realised) I think an army styled cap was a better investment rather than a pair of jeans which makes my thighs look like a leg full of fat.

& Managed to do 55 minutes of pilates... I wish it was an hour but my laptop was dying and then I can't watch any more pop pilates videos.

SO YEAH!
ABRUPT ENDING. BYE!

2011-12-20T15:20:00.002+11:00

The other day, on Saturday, my dad got invited to two parties.

The family had attended both. One was all the way near phillip island, which was around about an hour to an hour and a half's drive there. I've got to say, that was the first time I attended a party with the littlest food ever. It was hosted by an Australian man who married a Cambodian wife. We stayed there for around and hour and then left because we had to attend the other party... All I ate during that whole time, was practically 2 bowls of spring rolls, a slice of cake and a can of passionfruit/tropical drink (the purple ones)... That was some party I suppose.

Headed over to the other party and it wasn't as bad as the first. We ate lamb chops... I was disappointed that there wasn't a spit roast, because most, if not all, Cambodian parties have a spit roast, but there was a reason and it was probably because of the small turn out of people who attended the party. So I ate probably 3-4 lamb chops (shared with my brothers of course!) and what annoyed me was the fact that the dressing/sauce to put with the lamb chops was off, according to my mum. Which left me to eat the chops without any sauce... which is usually my highlight of any party.

My brothers and I then headed over to their lounge room and attempted to play pool. Now this is where I start hating the party. I can't play pool, and it was my first time playing too. In the room there were these other kids who I was guessing are about 10-12 years of age at the most. They were playing on the arcade machines while I was trying to play pool and then they stop playing after a while and try to watch pool. Then they go around saying "You suck, you can't play, you're not good at it". Give me a break okay, to say it to my face I don't mind, but that was my first time and plus to hear this coming from a 10 year old, pretty much crushed my self-esteem. I gave up trying to play seriously for after a while. Then the two 10 year olds and a 5 year old wanted to play and they pretty much owned or whatevers.

I stayed in that room for about an hour-ish then I went outside and watched a spongebob movie with the smaller kids, and those same kids came out and watched as well. After the movie ended, those kids (again), suggested to watch SAW 3. Excuse me, but WHAT THE HELL, YOU'RE ONLY 10 YEAR OLDS AND YOU WANT TO WATCH SAW 3?

You can call me a chicken or whatevers, but I shit myself while watching any horror movies or psycho-thrillers or just anything along those lines. I can't stand watching them because they practically traumatise me and I have these images in my head after I watch them. They don't go away very quickly either, but it doesn't reach the point of nightmares, but rather just seeing images in my head in dark places, like whenever I go to the toilet or in my closet or under my bed. I picture that some hand will grab me at night. So, this is the reason why I refuse to watch any horror movies at the cinemas or even at home or with friends.

So these kids who were 10 year olds wanted to watch a MA-15+ movie. What the hell? I left the party by the time they started the movie. But there were kids there who were under 7 years old at the party and even a baby and they were watching that movie? I'd be shit scared.

First impression of the kids were that they were pretty handsome, but after knowing them, they're gonna turn out gangsters or something like that.

Maxum Blockout watch winner - Boost competition

2011-12-19T20:19:00.003+11:00

...mum's being a bit nicer now.. so blogging can somewhat resume.

SO! Sometime last week (thursday, right after getting my Learners test) I opened my hotmail inbox and this email popped up.

It turns out that I won another boost competition again, this time I won a watch instead of tickets. hehe.

And the parcel came in the morning today! But I was dead asleep that I couldn't hear the delivery man, so they left a piece of paper to go pick it up at my local post office.

Reason for being dead asleep was watching Family Outing until 3-ish last night. I didn't even hear the phone ring! My mum came back so angry from shopping this morning because I didn't pick up the phone to cook some rice in time for lunch. So if I didn't hear the phone ring, I didn't hear the delivery man knock on the door either.

So this afternoon at around 4:10 I walked to the post office with my brother and picked up the watch, as well as buying his kk present and 3 slurpees. I am now left with $5... ): I HAVE NEVER BEEN THIS BROKE BEFORE, I PROMISE YOU ):

Walked back home and reached the house at 5:20 and been lazing around ever since..

The watch is black and it's so huge... it looks so manly as well, but it supposed to be unisex... omg. LOL

That is all!

2011-12-16T18:53:00.001+11:00

Through a series of tumultuous events, I will not be blogging for the next 1.5 - 2 months.

VCE.

2011-12-16T11:54:00.003+11:00

In the end it didn't matter.
It didn't matter how many practice exams I did.
It didn't matter how much effort and time I put into religiously doing those exams every single day, after school.
It didn't matter, because in the end I was left with a number. The average number.
The number that was only attained because of the 5-10 people who got 45-50s raw score in their exams.

I'm happy for the people who got higher then me, they beat down the nerves they had on the day of the exam and did well. But there are some who seemed like they didn't try but they got the better score, they got the better end of the stick.

The only good thing was that I achieved for what I aimed for. But that's only for methods.

Chinese was on a whole different level.
A different level of sadness and disappointment, blame and everything mixed into one.
I underestimated Chinese. I overestimated myself. Although there was only one person who said it was commendable that I got what I got, I do not feel the least bit satisfied. Not one bit. A rush of disappointment overcame myself as I saw the number at 6:55am in the morning. My heart sank. Everything whirled down.

I let myself down. I didn't put enough time aside to get go through the practice exams for Chinese or write 50 essays throughout the year.

Then that shit feeling you get when you go onto facebook and you see people being happy that they got 45-50 raw score for methods or 30+ for Chinese. I put myself through that hell of scrolling down my news feed and looking at everyone else's score. I saw that every single person did better than me. Not one person had a lower score than mine, but even if they did, they wouldn't post it up.

I've learned my lesson. I will never underestimate VCE nor will I overestimate my abilities to study again.

I'm sure you can guess my score by now.

It is indeed, a Very Crap Experience.

2011-12-16T00:10:00.002+11:00

I wanted to say this a few days ago but I just want to go on a deleting spree on facebook. There are some stupid people who just update their statuses every freaking 5 minutes or whatever. Not to be rude or anything BUT STOP SPAMMING MY NEWS FEED WITH UNWANTED OR UNNECESSARY STATUSES. Shiet mang, seriously there are just some people who want to tell every bit of their lives to everybody, every single minute. THAT'S WHY THERE'S A BLOG. SOME PEOPLE DON'T WANT TO KNOW WHAT YOU DO EVERY MINUTE OF THE DAY AND WITH SOMEONE WE DON'T KNOW.

THEN THERE'S THOSE PEOPLE who are actually my friends who spam my news feed with these stupid apps.

and of course there's this one person who keeps posting not only every 5 minutes but it's always about the same thing JUST RE-WORDED. OMG. JUST GET OVER IT ALREADY. Sometimes it isn't about the 'topic' but even if its not its about games. I HAVE THIS IMMENSE HATE FOR GAMES RIGHT NOW.

+ IF YOU ARE BORED, GO OCCUPY YOURSELF WITH SOMETHING HONESTLY. NO ONE RESPONDS TO YOUR STATUSES BECAUSE WE DON'T CARE IF YOU'RE BORED. WE'RE NOT GOING TO DO ANYTHING TO HELP YOU GET 'UNBOARD'

Right now, there's an uproar of statuses about tomorrow (or should I say today) for the VCE results.

AND THE SHITTY SPAM FROM ALL THOSE GROUPS YOU LIKED. OMG. STOP SPAMMING THE NEWS FEED. Yes I know that I can hide them but I can't be stuffed going through and hiding them all.

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I am in a partially shitty mood right now. There are many things that are going through my head as I write this. This mood will seriously either darken tomorrow morning or lighten.

I hate how everything this year is summed up into 2 2-digit numbers.

14th December 2011

2011-12-15T19:11:00.009+11:00

note: loooong post ahead!

So I think... If I was really tired that I couldn't write up a blog post, it goes to show how much fun I had.. I suppose!

TTR day... number something... I don't know we've had a bit I think :D

The day started off with meeting up springy. Caught the same train, co-incidentally, with Richard and got off springy. While waiting for Tony, we went to buy bubble tea and walked to the bus stop and just talked there.

Tony eventually came and we caught the bus down to glen for the first pit-stop. We window shopped and looked around, talked about formal, shopping buddies and etc... Richard booked a table at China Bar buffet at 12:30, so we took our time... Richard bought a Tigger hat thing for his 'costume' for the school carnival next year. I just didn't look around.. had too much fun while being with the 2 and talking with them. We had time to spare so we waddled over to Century City Walk and checked out the times for movies.. Breaking Dawn was 1:50pm so I guestimated that we were going to be back on time for the movie, and yes we wanted to watch Breaking Dawn. I heard fairly/reasonably good reviews from Priscilla and Yvonne.

12:07 was the next bus but it came 7 minutes later and then we thought we were screwed if we didn't get to the buffet in time, but we got there with a few minutes left to spare... and got off the bus stop one stop earlier. Hence, we had to walk a distance before we reached the place. We made our way to the table. I was incredibly amazed with the place... it looked so grand and crowded... like people self serving their own food. There was a huge amount of asian food and goodies to stuff myself with but I got full earlier than expected... I realised it wasn't only because of water but also because the of the dried mango and aloe vera drink I had earlier!

So yeahs, we grabbed a lot of prawn dumplings... probably more than 15 stacks (picture the bamboo steamed bowl but smaller for one) and roasted duck, a whole plate of assorted chicken (cooked differently honeyed, roasted... etc...), marinated mussels, sweet and sour pork, watermelon, fruit salad, mango mousse, mixed fruit jelly, ice cream, tofu cheesecake, chocolate mousse, more watermelon, spicy fried calamari rings more shrimp/prawn dumplings. We didn't touch the fried chicken or fried rice because.. that's what we're gonna get ripped off for if we ate that and got full from that. I didn't eat any sushi, even though they had the whole bar there... with the chef in front making the sushi... because I didn't feel like any.

I was hoping for green tea cake to be there but turns out it's only made on different occasions i.e. dinner. Small talk was going on about watermelons and chilli sauce.

I was literally stuffed with food that I wanted to throw it up at one point. So I made Tony and Richard eat some of my left overs. There was so much food. Omgosh, I literally cannot describe how full I felt after I ate. I think Richard felt the same... but not the throwing up bit. I tip my hat off to Tony though... he wasn't really full... after eating so much... he's only truely full if he can't move afterwards.

With that we left the buffet satisfied I suppose and probably ate $20-$25 of food each... so.. I think the $30 was probably a good price... Ended up paying $87 between me and Richard... because it was our shout for Tony. This day was partly a 'celebrate Tony's over-1-month-belated-18th birthday' and a TTR day.

So while we were talking and walking to the bus stop, I asked Richard where his Tigger hat was because he didn't bring a bag or anything and his facial expression just dropped to horrified.. because he didn't have it with him. But I had it in my bag. Tony and I had a good laugh after that. So half way through the 2nd traffic light.. because we had to cross 2 of them, we saw that the bus was already at the bus stop and we ran for it. With full stomachs might I add.

The bus driver was kind enough to wait for us, which I was extremely grateful for because then we'd have to wait another 15 minutes for another bus and miss our movie. But we got there in time so it was alright. No time for to go buy boost but we didn't miss the start either since there was a long line for the tickets.

Watched Breaking Dawn for 2 hours. I read the book, so I already knew what was going to happen. The start was boring but when it got to the end and Bella was giving birth it was portrayed quite well. But apart from that the movie wasn't worth $15.50.

Came out and bumped into Christie, Sherri and their mother and I think it was quite awkward. We went to buy boost and then waited for the bus back to springy. Went the bakery to buy a viet roll for Richard's brother and then took the train home.

Left Tony and Richard and went to the Kumon party to help set up. Ivan, Philip, Felix (different), Duyen and Leang were already there. Help set up the medals, blow up balloons, set up the food table and took pictures! Silvie came later and so did my brothers.

While I was setting up the medals, I got a text from Richard saying I had his Tigger hat still. *facepalm*

By the time that was over, people started coming in. Silvie and Winston were on raffle tickets and I got the raffle ticket E4. Leang and I were on food duty. Ivan and Philip were on Chair duty, Duyen and Felix were on presenting the medals duty. There was a massive table full of tasty food like pizzas, pies, at least 20 bags of chips, chocolate rolls, profiteroles, chocolate, fruit salad, drinks + more.

I received a medal (ASHR), a 10 year award + chocolates (malteasers) and a $30 gift card for myer. Yes I've been doing kumon for 10 years. When it came to the raffle draws, I won first prize.. by complete chance! It was an electric kettle. Everyone had just jumped on me afterwards, because I won first prize. HAHA Apparently I won first prize last year as well! Which made me laugh.

So after that we handed out the bags and opened the packets of chips and whatnot. Everyone was jumping over food that I forgot to get myself some. I only managed to get a piece of 4-5 things. We quickly packed up with the help of the assistants families/siblings and got to keep the left over drinks and food.

I bought my chem book and neap study guides off Philip for a total of $50. BARGAIN!

So I think you can see why I was so damn tired after everything.

I wanted to doze off at 10 last night but I need to study for the Learners permit test I had today..

Ended up going off 10 minutes before 1am.

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I PASSED THE TEST WITH 88%!

Went to parkmore afterwards and my mum agreed to buy me 2 pairs of shoes, 1 pair of baby pink volleys and a grey pair canvas'.

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Doom and gloom tomorrow. I will either be very happy or very depressed about my score tomorrow.

10.5 hours until d-day!

2011-12-14T23:21:00.001+11:00

totally beat today.

i'll blog about it tomorrow and whatevers.

Karen's Birthday

2011-12-11T22:14:00.005+11:00

highlights of the week:

Monday

not having any maths immersion because I no longer do maths! :) so 3 study periods and another subject.
GOING TO DANDY PLAZA AFTERWARDS TO BUY KK PRESENT AND SAW ABBY AND MICHAEL AND HELENA! OMGAAAAHHAHAHA AND bought cookies and creme from bubble cup!

Tuesday

can't remember any highlights

Wednesday

New year 10s came! Some looked so scared, and I saw some familiar faces here and there, though, I can't remember where they were from!
Barbeque lunch! 3 sausages
Went home at 2.. but walked in the heat. ugh!

Thursday

Can't remember highlights but it sucked walking home in the heat again!

Friday

SCHOOL FINISHES BABEH!
2:30 finish! Went out to eat pho at springy with Lilian and Michelle V! NOOOMZ so naice. But yeahs, I ended up ordering another dish on top which was spicy salt and pepper chicken ribs with red rice + soda egg. SODA EGGGGGG OMGGGGGG TO DIE FOR. NO JOKE. BESTEST DRINK IN THE WORLD. But it was such a rip off! $3 and I would've gulped it down fast if I hadn't savoured it!
Saw felix with the year 11s (ex-year 10s) at the same restaurant! What a coincidence.. I only wanted to go in cause it was the restaurant where I ate during my childhood years. (P.S. it's the one infront of a cake/bakery/waffle shop)
Bumped into my auntie and chatted for a bit. Didn't go into the pharmacy where my cousin worked though!
Went to PAPPAROTI instead (L) Bought 4 mocha buns (L) *heaven*
Not specifically a highlight but found out what my co-workers think I'm going to get for methods. I'm sorry to disappoint you guys but I'm not going to get 37 or 40 ): I'm predicting 33. I'll be sorely disappointed and so will you guys...
Saw 'him' in a dashing light purple/pink shirt and black suit trousers. Quite the hottie. LOL
GOT MY KK PRESENT! It was a curler!

Saturday

Practically just lazed around all day.
Burnt myself on the neck with my curler while trying to watch goong. I now have a scar.

Sunday (Today!)

Woke up heavily sleepy because I stayed up til .. 4 to watch dramas.
Grabbed: 4 eggs, 1 measuring cup, 1 tablespoon/teaspoon, 1 bottle of vanilla essence
Went to glen with mum!
Bought Boost for myself and 2 brothers - mango tango (L)
Went to Claypot King to order brunch for my mum and myself. Ordered the same thing for takeaway for lunch for my brothers
Left my mum to buy ingredients for the White Chocolate Mud Cake for Karen's birthday party.
Waited at the bus stop for what seemed like ages! (11:50-12:30) Helena came and then Lilian came and explained that her bus windows had exploded (literally) and had to wait for a replacement bus. Helena on the other hand almost left the food in her car, until she realised and chased her car just in time.
Made our way to Sherri's house for the party. Got onto making the cake straightaway with the help of everyone. After it was done, we waited for it to cook and watched Running Man ep 38! (:
Karen came and we had to stall her and make the butter cream icing and EVERYTHING WAS A BLUR. We gave her an ice-cream maker! We stalled her for a little more while and then blindfolded her and presented her cake.
Cake was sooooo sweet and rich! But it was sorta nice.
Watched the rest of Running Man then watched Tangled.
People started leaving and yeahs.. eventually I left.

Pictures will be up... whenever... ! :) And the highlight of the party:

There was a huge spider

And since I'm a lazy ass:

but yeahs :)

Happy Birthday Karen! Hope you had an unforgettable 17th :) heheheh.

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On another note, I bought my yoga mat last sunday! So....4th dec. but I haven't cleaned up my room and so I haven't done any exercise as a consequence.....

that is all.

Sydney Concert

2011-12-05T17:58:00.003+11:00

1:46 - crying fanboy LOL! although... i'd be like that if 2ne1, big bang or beast gave me something as well! So I can't blame the guy.

beautiful cover by gummy (L)

2011-12-04T20:18:00.002+11:00

HOLY SHITS.

SEXYYYYYYYYY. FOREVER REGRETTING... and the fancams I want to see aren't online!! WTH.. SERIOUSLY.

iloveyoutabiandjiyong.

edit:

I HAVE HOPE. THEY'L UPLOAD SOME PERFORMANCES ONTO THEIR OFFICIAL YOUTUBE. THEY ALWAYS DO. BUT LIKE.. HALF A YEAR LATER. THEY DID IT FOR 2010'S YG FAMILY CONCERT. SO PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE UPLOAD EVERYTHING (YN)

yg concert.

2011-12-04T01:07:00.003+11:00

CRYING INSIDE BECAUSE I DON'T THINK I'LL EVER SEE THIS AGAIN.

I AM THE BEST WITH BIG BANG WITHOUT TAEYANG.

HOMGGG

THIS CONCERT.

I'M GOING NEXT YEAR OR THE YEAR AFTER.

WHENEVER I GET ENOUGH MONEY TO GO.

KFJDKJFDFJDFJDKLFJLKFJAD

this is so bull mang. WHY WON'T YOU GIVE US A WORLD TOUR.

ARGHH

as long as if you give us a DVD, no matter how expensive it is, i'm buying it. I don't care... anymore, as long as this better come out on DVD and not cutting out the set list...

Set list for the concert was amazing....

YG FAMILY CONCERT DAY 1 SETLIST:

2NE1 - Fire
2NE1 - Can’t Nobody
2NE1 talk
2NE1 - Go Away
BIGBANG - Tonight Remix
BIGBANG - Hands Up
BIGBANG talk
BIGBANG - Cafe
BIGBANG - Love Song Acoustic version
GUMMY
GUMMY - I’m Fallin’
GUMMY - I’m Sorry Remix
SE7EN - Better Together
SE7EN - Digital Bounce (with TOP, Choi Bros moment - I LOVE YOU)
SE7EN - Angel
SE7EN - Passion
JINUSEAN + SE7EN - Passion
JINUSEAN talk
GD + Se7en + JS - Hip Hop Gentlemen
JINUSEAN - A-YO
JINUSEAN - Phone Number
JINUSEAN - Tell Me (with Dara)
TABLO - Bad (with Bom)
TABLO - Airbag (with Gummy)
TABLO - Tomorrow (with Taeyang)
SE7EN + DAESUNG - It Hurts
SE7EN + DAESUNG + TAEYANG + SEUNGRI - Lonely Acoustic
GD&TOP - Oh Yeah (with CL and Minzy)
GD&TOP freestyling
GD&TOP - High High
PSY - Right Now
PSY - Celebrity (with Dara dancing)
PSY - Shake It
PSY - It’s Beautiful
PSY - Paradise
PSY - Champion
SEUNGRI - Se7en’s Come To Me (on skates, he fell and started laughing in the middle of singing)
SE7EN - Come Back To Me (on skates)
SE7EN - I’ll Do Well
SE7EN - La La La Remix
2NE1 - I Am The Best
2NE1 - Clap Your Hands
2NE1 - Ugly (with Gummy)
GUMMY - (playing piano on a moving platform)
GUMMY - Heartbreaker (Acoustic remake, with GD rapping with her)
BIGBANG - Haruharu (acoustic)
BIGBANG - Lies
BIGBANG talk
BIGBANG - Heaven
ENCORE
2NE1 + GUMMY - Last Farewell
BIGBANG - I Am The Best (TOP as Bom, Seungri as Dara, GD as CL, Dae as Minzy, no Taeyang)
YG FAM - Champion
Top and Psy crazy dance battle
YG Family talk
CONCERT END

freaking....holy shits...

apart from that...

my nose is once again running like a tap and won't stop.. making me feel like the lowliest shit on earth for blowing into a tissue roll every 2-3 minutes....

SICK AND TIRED OF THIS HAYFEVER CRAP. HURRY UP AND COME FULL FORCE SUMMER.

dbsk.

2011-12-03T01:32:00.001+11:00

i had forgotten how good this song was:

mirotic - dbsk

They really had outstanding vocals, all of them were well-rounded in terms of singing and dancing.. I don't think anyone could beat that, not even Big Bang, Infinite or Beast. They were gods... of kpop, not kings or legends, but really gods. One or two people would be doing ad-libs at the same time while the others kept the essence of the song going. The energy they emitted during every single one of their performances, never ever failed to capture my attention. The fact that they all backed each other up during the end of the song, really wishes that they were 5 again... incredible. I think they really were the most amazing performers ever known. They're legendary gods, and I'm not even exaggerating.

music shows.

2011-12-02T23:23:00.002+11:00

this is why i love them.

good song i'd say

2011-12-01T22:33:00.000+11:00

THE FANBOY ROFLMAO. HAHAHAHHAHAHA

2011-11-30T23:43:00.001+11:00

running man ep 67:

SUPER COMMANDER AND COMMANDER KOOK JOIN AN ALLIANCE

LDKJFDKAJFLKDJAFA

jong kook: hot tempered

soo ro: sharp

haha: annoying

ROFLMAOO OMGOSH (L)

mama awards pt. 2

2011-11-30T22:47:00.000+11:00

similar to my reaction..ish.

MAMA AWARDS

2011-11-30T18:00:00.005+11:00

손 틈새로 비치는내 맘 들킬까 두려워가슴이 막 벅차 서러워너랑 나랑은 지금 안되지~(8)

"If you only got love for your own race, then you only leave space to discriminate, and to discriminate only generates hate..."

I should've put this in my discrimination speech. LOL

troublemaker.

Congratulations to:

2NE1 for Song of the Year with 'I am the Best' & Best Vocal Performance - Group with 'Lonely'

APink for Best New Female Artist Award

Baek Ji Young for Best Female Singer Award & BEST O.S.T with 'That Woman' (YAY SECRET GARDEN)

B2ST for Best Dance Performance - Male group with 'Fiction'

miss A for Best Dance Performance - Female group with 'Goodbye Baby Goodbye'

IU for Best Vocal Performance - SOLO with 'Good Day'

C.N.Blue for Best Band Performance with 'Intuition'

LEESSANG for Best Rap Performance with 'Turned off the TV...' (although I personally think Tablo or Mighty Mouth had a good chance at winning this as well)

BIG BANG for Best Music Video with 'Love Song'

Aziatix for Best Asian Artist

why?!

2011-11-28T23:10:00.003+11:00

accurate.

....

i'm going as a muggle for harry potter day..

it's 33 degrees so i'm straying away from black... and coated and layered things..

MAY I ASK YOU THOUGH,

WHAT'S THE FRIGGEN POINT OF ENGLISH IMMERSION DAY?!

I don't get it.. we're just gonna do the same thing in our classes anyways?

and everything I do.. or don't do... whichever the case maybe, Hurley always questions me.. which IS KDJFKADFKDAFJA!

"What are you doing?"

"I need to charge my laptop"

"Oh so you're writing everything in your notebook? I think it'd be easier to just put it all on your blog.."

*I smile*

*she smiles*

OMGKJFKJDFKDJFKA ):< seriously...

2011-11-28T17:12:00.001+11:00

wants: aquamoist beauty products :3

27th November 2011

2011-11-27T20:00:00.004+11:00

Happy 14th birthday little bro... winston!

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Woke up today to go to glen! Cause I finished Chinese school and thought it'd be better to shop around at glen rather than (over)sleep in and put on weight.

So I woke up pretty drowsy, did my routine, got in the car and went to drop the brothers at Chinese school...

Headed back to Glen Centro and it was raining... or showering so it was fairly cold! Went in and discussed some things about my cousins along the way and etc...

Went into Safeway and looked around, went to Coles and looked around, went to the $2 shop to look for a frame for my Chinese certificate....instead found a whiteboard, which I needed... for exam time.. but thinking it'd be too hard to carry around we left it there and came back for it at the end...

Went to Target and looked around.. then headed over to rebel sport and looked around... I saw a Nike yoga mat on sale for $40.. and I was contemplating really hard on whether or not to get one... because it's a lot of money I'm spending to just buy a yoga mat, which I could end up not using so often.. and a $20 Everlast skipping rope..which again, I might not end up using..

Reason being: once I get what I need to do something.. I lose motivation to do it... I mean... to lose lets say.. 10 kgs over the holidays... by skipping 1000-2000 times is possible... but WHO IN THE WORLD WOULD SKIP 1000-2000 TIMES?! I don't have that strong determination to do so.... and I've been doing pop-pilates less and less ... because I have no reason to procrastinate.. but come orientation week and homework there's a reason for me to do so... I don't know how this works but it's what I do... :\

So in the end, I didn't buy both and saved $60.. on which I could have potentially wasted...

By that time it was almost 11.. and time to pick up my brothers.. I didn't buy my weekly dose of Boost... and I wanted to drop by that new asian store in the Village Walk across Glen so I did that... and it wasn't open.. mum went to buy some lettuce and Toasted bread thingo... from Bread Kingdom and ta-da! The shop opened...

I went in and once again contemplated really hard on whether to buy the Gatsby or eyeliner...

I didn't buy either of the products at that moment so I hurried off with my mum to pick up my brothers...

We came back to glen after picking them up for a birthday lunch outing and went to Claypot King... and holy shits, that place is so filling.. like no joke.. I wasn't even half way through my Malaysian Kway Teow and I was already full... but then again.. I ate some Beef with Pepper sauce with rice before hand.. but still.. omgosh... SO GOOD...

I had no more room for Boost because I thought I'd buy some but yeahs.. changed my mind... I however did eventually go buy the Gatsby for myself and eyeliner for my mum... which totaled up to $37.50... which.. was.... really expensive.. I sort of regret that now.. because after looking around the gatsby online was half price of what it was in the store which was around $18 and the eyeliner was $19.50...

We didn't go home either.. had to go to Clayton's 'The Cheesecake Shop' to buy the Coffee Pecan Torte Cake for my brothers and then straight after went to Moorabbin's Sportsmart Warehouse... I initially thought it was a Rebel warehouse so then... I put off buying the yoga mat and skipping rope until then.. but then I saw the sign and just died a little...

Went in and bought a pair of runners for the youngest one because he had 'eyes' in his shoes... meaning holes.. I think my mum, my younger brother and I were complaining that he's been through about 3 pairs of shoes this year.. which no one in our family has done before and plus his shoes are more expensive then everyone else's. Today's pair costed $119. WTH?! And he's only a grade 5 kid.. when I was in grade 5, my mum only bought shoes from K-mart and Big W....

-__________-

Anyways.. we stopped by a shopping strip and bought my frame... and then went home..

We only stayed home for about half an hour then headed off again to Parkmore to buy things?

I bought Winston a multi-earphone deck thingo for his present and we went home after that...

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on a completely different tangent... THE GATSBY SMELLS SO NICE!

so yeah that sums up 27th november 2011

hating everyone...

2011-11-25T23:58:00.002+11:00

full on went to self-hating mode and quietly raging at everyone...

parents were asking when i was going to finish kumon... i whined back this month and got yelled at for whining... and yelling it back out...

then while i was watching frozen planet.... (don't judge me!) mum called me out to watch some today tonight thing about weight loss and then told me to lose 10kgs.. and then slapped my belly...

i've realised how much my mood can change.. i thought that I don't pms that much... but obviously i do... :\

went back to my room and snuggled up in bed... then started fuming and hating everyone in my 10m radius, cept for my dad.

I think i just woke up on the wrong side of the bed today...

2011-11-25T14:11:00.001+11:00

;)

2011-11-25T13:02:00.006+11:00

ashley, jess , michelle

yvonne, nicole, michelle, aly, bonnie, ashley, me, jess, cassy

me, ashley, jess, michelle, cassy, yvonne, aly, bonnie, nicole

nicole & jess

ashley & jess; once off jump shot

me & nicole

ambushing the crab

yvonne, nicole, bonnie; fail jump shot.

surrounding the crab

me, ashley, jess, michelle, cassy, aly, nicole, bonnie, yvonne

me & nicole

jess, amy, yvonne, michelle; spotting the crab and fishies.

where & when: chelsea beach - thursday 24th 2011.

who: nicole, ashley, yvonne, jess, michelle van, bonnie, amy & her bf, aly, cassy

what: celebrate the end of year 11

*refer to fb for more pictures

are you ready for the b.e.s.t?

2011-11-24T02:00:00.001+11:00

hoping there's a freaking dvd for this... the fanchants when I am the best came on.. holy crap... blew me away.

2011-11-23T22:39:00.001+11:00

i'm pretty sure.. 40 minutes of pilates pretty much went to waste after eating 10 pieces of beef jerky and a quarter of a piece of moon cake >____________>

FARJKDFJKDLJFLKDJFKDLF

WHY?!

I GAINED 2 KGS AS WELL. ARGH.

CHINESE - 6 MORE HOURS.

2011-11-22T11:45:00.002+11:00

must buy: yoga mat

music plug:

pop pop pop - rania

keep your head up - andrew graham (aj rafael cover)

mistletoe - justin beiber (aj rafael cover)

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6 HOURS AWAY FROM FREEDOM...

i've got the formats of most text types pat down.. just need to go ahead and remember some idioms now! and the joining phrases.

rawr.

天灾人祸

不可小觑

综上所述

显而易见

除此之外

不容忽视

仁者见仁，智者见智

一举两得

说法不一

一目了然

应量力而为

何乐而不为呢

数不胜数

值得提倡

由此可见

终身受益

LETS DO THIS, "LGI SON, LETS GET IT, LETS GO!"

kpop in sydneyyyy

2011-11-21T22:15:00.002+11:00

I LUP YEWWWW.

THEY'RE SO T____________T i wish i was there

CNBLUE LOOKED LIKE GODS.

Last Chinese Lesson. Ever.

2011-11-21T00:34:00.004+11:00

20th November 2011.

This date, specifically marks the last day of Chinese school that I have to attend for the rest of my entire life.

12 years of Chinese school, starting from prep all the way until this year, year 11. These 12 years... 7 of them which I learnt only a handful of words and willingly went to school for my friends. The other 5 years, I started to take Chinese seriously because I had the determination to see through that I have survived 12 years worth of Chinese, compared to that of my other cousins which dropped out in their early primary school years, with the exception of 2.

At start of the last 5 years of Chinese school, I developed a high interest in China, Taiwan and its culture. I started to move throughout Asia from japanese to korean.

Today, was the last day... it hasn't really sunk in, that today was the last day...

The last day of:

going glen on Sundays
buying boost with Michelle, after every Chinese class ended
seeing my Chinese teacher
seeing my Chinese school classmates
seeing many, many hot guys every time there's a break or we're dismissed or as I walk into the school in the morning
waking up ... relatively early on Sunday mornings

It's been a love-hate relationship... Chinese and I... I hated doing all the homework and didn't understand what I had to do with homework for half the time. My parents being unable to write let alone speak the language doesn't quite help me either. This was when I was learning traditional Chinese back at Springvale West Primary School... each Saturday morning, I would wake myself up just to go for my friends.. Yvonne, Jess, Karen, Linda.. and quite possibly another person.. Ly... maybe?

A girl named Ly, she was vietnamese from what I can remember... she and I had the same looks... or so we were told... because the teachers always got confused between us... She left for 1-2 years and came back...

I remember one time where I had to name my relatives in Mandarin...it was a homework piece set by the mean teacher/principal I had in grade 4.. she told us to do a family tree of our family.. I tried it.. but instead of writing the actual terms...in Mandarin.. I wrote them in what I called them.... which was in Teo-chew... so I failed that... LOL I remember I was trying to sound out what I called them.. Duoku., duokim, ah ku, ah kim, ah beh, ah ei, ah ma..... and etc.. hahah!

But I didn't give up...even though I hated it, I realised how many opportunities learning Chinese could give me... a heads up in job opportunities, a challenge to be able to speak as fluently as I can with my relatives who can actually speak mandarin, being able to go to a Chinese restaurant and order things in Chinese, I can go over to China and attempt to better my understanding in the language and culture, NO NEED TO WAIT, PAINSTAKINGLY, FOR SUBS FOR TAIWANESE DRAMAS ANYMORE, I can understand what other Chinese people say.. it really was a huge advantage...

I've met a lot of friends along in this 'journey'.. so in a way I'm glad..

Jess came for a year in Year 11, Estelle came for 1-2 years, Justin came for a week or two LOL, saw Felix

Especially when I moved in year 7 to Glen to learn simplified Chinese... It was so much easier to write each character, plus... I could actually understand some certain words.. having the confidence to understand what the teacher was talking about... sort of boosted my esteem and motivation to learn Chinese...

Suddenly, I wasn't in a world of pain...

The only thing was... you were with a bunch.. and I mean a majority of children who were at most no older then.. 11. With the exception of 2 guys who were my age... plus a uni student.. mind you this was in year 4 chinese... and one girl who was... older then me by 1-2 years...

Having met Helena at dandy also meant that I could have someone help me talk more Chinese.. and eventually introduce me to the world of dramas where learning Chinese couldn't get any more fun.

A whole new class was introduced to me in year 9.. where I took the VCE preparation class...

The only thing that was constant.. per say was the two guys from my class from my class also came with me and a girl who I didn't know very well...

Chinese eventually became fun.. I suppose... because I had someone with me...

We stayed in the same class for year 11... but this year we broke into 2/3:1/3

The same two guys from year 7 have been in my class until now.. but the others moved into a different class...but I had Michelle...

So this year.. I don't know.. it went by way too fast... every 3 weeks there was a SAC leaving no time to actually relax in Chinese.. the oral exam was fast approaching and now... tomorrow I have the written exam.. the last part of the Graded Coursework I have to do for Chinese ever..

12 years of Chinese.. I have a certificate that says I have graduated... in the traditional red and black.. we had a farewell party... I bought $50 worth of food and got reimbursed... went through our last two mock exams... and gave our teacher a card and guylian chocolate!

Mock 1: 49/75, essay: 13/20

Mock 2: 50-something/75, essay: 13/20

Mock 3: 61/75, essay: 15/20

Mock 4: 50/75, essay: 17/20

On a lopside, I only got to know my year 12 class better.. in the last ... 3-4 months of Chinese we had together.. after all we helped each other for our orals and etc.. I sort of envy other people.. namely Felix who's been with his class every since year 7.. which is really good cause they have strong bonds.. but then again.. they're not gonna see each other every Sunday anymore..

Well...

it's not gonna be over I suppose.. as much as I hated it, I think I'll be doing it in Uni alongside Korean... hopefully..That's the only thing I'm certain of doing in Uni so far.. Two languages, Chinese and Korean...

In the end.. it's been a great experience.. I would encourage my brothers to continue it... because they're going to get a major advantage from learning Mandarin.. they're lazy asses and I hardly see them do any homework.. so it's basically wasting a heap of money to let them continue...and really.. a waste of my notes...

I'll miss you, Chinese.. but I'll see you again in a year's time!

nts: beat 42 scaled. (yn)

best friend

2011-11-19T17:01:00.001+11:00

(L)

once upon a time!

2011-11-18T23:18:00.003+11:00

shipping: 'snowing'.... snow white & charming

WHY DOES SNOW WHITE AND PRINCE CHARMING LOOK SO GOOD TOGETHER?! (':

snow white looks absolutely beautiful in a purple dress

BLOGILATIES.

2011-11-17T21:03:00.002+11:00

FIRST ACTIVITY. DO IT. feel your calves burn for the rest of the day and then your calves will be sore for the next 3-4 days. guaranteed.

what the hell? general admission prices for our own school awards night? are you being serious?

2011-11-17T19:52:00.001+11:00

WHAT THE SHITS.

ASIF WE HAVE TO PAY $5 ADMISSION TO GET INTO OUR OWN SCHOOL AWARDS NIGHT.

EFF YOU. EFF THIS. I AIN'T GOING UNLESS I GET AN AWARD. which I won't but STILL...

who are you expecting to turn up to this awards night?

I AM NOT GOING UNLESS ITS MANDATORY.

FECK YOU, ASIF IT'S $5 GENERAL ADMISSION.

Chinese seminar at Box Hill.

2011-11-15T23:57:00.008+11:00

You might just be the only ones who get to see me wearing 'high pigtails'...

Just had the feeling to camwhore, haven't done it in a while because I was feeling crappy about my self, my image, my confidence, but I'm trying to do some exercise.. almost every two days, if not everyday.

Plus, I plait-ed/braided my hair for the seminar. I let it go and it goes all wavy and boofy like the picture.

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Attended a Chinese 3/4 seminar/lecture thingo tonight at Box Hill.

First time ever, going to BH. It's really... springvale, but so much bigger and a tiny bit more modern I suppose.

There's literally a chinese restaurant every two shops.

But apart from that, seminar gave helpful tips, what to look for, don't drop marks where you can't afford to, what to do in reading time etc...

Sat right infront of him.....an arm's length away... I don't know why I still persist, when obviously, nothing is going to happen, when he has girl friends that are so much more better looking then I am, so much prettier, so much skinnier, longer hair, thin and tall.

Who knows, he might already have someone he likes who is, overall, in another league, just like himself. Or he might already have a gf. Beats the hell out of me.

mistletoe - AJ rafael

2011-11-14T23:54:00.001+11:00

CUTEST THING EVER.

woooowoooow

2011-11-14T22:56:00.003+11:00

all from tumblr.

going to fail tomorrow physics exam.....

on to other news, CONGRATS FOR GETTING VICE CAPTAINCY RICHARD!

May you lead the school well with pride.

& michael, don't get too down, you always have other chances to represent the school....

2011-11-13T22:38:00.000+11:00

Watching all the fancams from the Sydney k-pop music festival 2011 makes me regret so much... I could've had the chance to actually be there to see the people who I've been listening to for almost 3 years now.

3 years of:

waiting for their weekend performances on M-net countdown, music bank, music core, inkigayo to appear on my youtube subscriptions
watching them through at computer screen
watching them go on variety programs and do covers of other artists.
songs building up in my itunes library

Only thing I'm glad for is that Big Bang or any YG artists for the matter of fact, didn't come. That would've just killed my mood for exams.

Missing out on B2ST, MBLAQ, CNBLUE, SNSD, KARA, SISTAR, 2AM + more ... ughh

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On another note... exams... just go awayyyyy disappear from the face of the earth. Especially specialist and physics.

2011-11-12T12:33:00.002+11:00

H: I'm looking for someone who I can depend on.....and who will pick me up whenever I feel down

M: I can do that

Or I can try, at least. LOL

2011-11-11T14:43:00.001+11:00

...trains weren't working this morning...

feel sorry for the people who had to take exams this morning...would've definitely gotten there late...

10/11/11

2011-11-10T21:55:00.002+11:00

As badly as the day started off, it ended on a sort of happy note I suppose.

I got up at 7:40 in the morning to find out that my mum thought I didn't have any school. Damn, should've kept on sleeping, but being the good girl I am, I got up and got dressed and packed play lunch for my brothers and me and told my mum it was compulsory to attend school today. Didn't have enough time to shower so went to school with my hair dry, which has been a while...

So I went to the station.... and got on the latest train that I could catch without Junie but she just arrived as the train left.. so I got off at the next stop to wait for her. While waiting, to my most utmost surprise, I met a certain... 'senior' also known as Michael Lam. It was a while but it was nice catching up with him for 2-3 minutes LOL but it caught me by surprise... I hope he did well in his last exam!

So I got on the train and Junie is all hyped because a certain someone was in the next carriage and then we just went into a hype because he was in a direct view...

but yes... I hope that he'll pass his Accounting 3/4 exam tomorrow with flying colours.

School was really a bludge. I got my recent english assessments back and in a turn of sudden events, I got actually pretty decent scores like.. 70-80% .. but they're the assessments that I didn't really put much effort in, compared to the ones in first semester...where I got grade just average 60%-ish. So I'm glad-ish

Sorta went downhill after that... checked the exam 2 solutions, which Damien sent me... and I didn't want to look at because I know that I was content with having 25 marks gone.. but curiousity got the better of me and I looked and tried to remember what I did from the top of my head....

The results were 6 multiple choice wrong, and 15 marks from the non-attempted questions plus another 3 marks from not taking the integral of the very first question in section 2 and probability stuff, here and there... which really.. takes me down to about... low 50s...

Which honestly disappoints me because I was hoping for high 50s out of a possible 80, but it seems that might not happen... but in a general way, as long as I'm in the 50s, I'm happy. It's what I think I need to get a 33-34 and get scaled to a 40-42-ish.

What makes me more depressed but happy at the same time is that people have been saying I've gotten a minimum of 7-8 mistakes or maximum of 7 mistakes wrong... In hindsight, that means our cohort has done really well and our sac marks should be getting scaled up pretty high so for me from a C to a A would make me the happiest girl on december the 10th. But only time will tell.. and the sad bit is because I know I probably didn't study that hard or I lost a little motivation along the way which is why I'm not one of those people who are saying 'I've lost a maximum of 7-10 marks'.

Study period did nothing, physics did exercises which will be helpful in the end of year exam but I'm sure I'm going to fail it now...methods is now a study period which I also did nothing in...

After school Junie and Priscilla felt like Dominoes for pizza so me and Jess tagged along.

Ate some hawaiian pizza...

came home.

that was it..

watching merlin noww!

100 QUESTIONS

2011-11-09T22:03:00.004+11:00

1. What’s your middle name? Don't have oneee
2. What are you listening to right now? Good Day - IU with Kylie Minogue Rexrowdee mashup
3. What was the last thing you ate? Croissant/Eclipse Mint
4. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Mr. Michael Zhang since Richard Chau didn't pick up.
5. Do you drink? Not that way, but yes I drink water.
6. Do you smoke? Noopes
7. What is the first thing you notice in someone? 'Eyes, hair, teeth.'
8. What is your hair color? Black
9. What is your eye color? Brown
10. Do you wear contacts/glasses? My eyesight is slowly degrading because of staying up late watching things and I'm terrified.. but no, on special occasions I wear coloured contacts.
11. Dogs or cats? Dogs
12. What’s your favorite animal? Dogs, dolphins, baboons.
13. What’s your favorite television show? Once Upon a Time, The Vampire Diaries, Running Man.
14. What’s your favorite movie? Don't really have one.... but any of the Nicholas Sparks one and disney! Oh and She's the Man, Pirates of the Carribean 1-3, Spy Kids Movies 1-3, White Chicks and Transformers.
15. What’s your favorite band/singer? Big Bang, 2NE1, B2ST, John Mayer, Khalil Fong, Nicholas Teo.
16. How old are you? 17
17. Do you have a crush on anyone? Yes.
18. What’s your sexual orientation? Straight
19. What’s your favorite color? PURPLE! or Blue
20. What was your most embarrassing moment? One recent one, when I was at a Derrick Ha Lecture, I was sitting one chair away next to Johnny, and then I was so lazy to grab stuff from my bag I just left if on the floor and everything kept dropping because the tables were small, so then Johnny noticed and his bag was right on the chair inbetween and he says "Do you wanna put your stuff in here too?' I took it as putting my stuff in his bag.. so i just chucked my pens in there.. then he said "I meant you do you want to put your bag on the chair as well.. haha!" I was such an idiot.... but yeahs most recent one. *facepalm*
21. Do you ever wish you were someone else? Uh, it comes across sometimes.
22. What were you like when you were a kid? Incredibly spoilt and attention seeking, but I realised that my parents were paying for most of my stuff and I needed to start paying for my own food when we were out and especially all those Lovely White Stationery, with pens and that galore, it was expensive but my dad would buy it for me anyways after lunch on a Sunday. So yeahs, I stopped buying stuff after the lady said "Do you have money? No, get out of the store" when I went in while shopping with my mum. Incredibly shattered after that.
23. What would your dream house be like? Home-y, cosy but modern.
24. What last made you laugh? My brother's reaction to my bit-torrent download rate.
25. What is your favorite word? mmhmm, meh.
26. What is your least favorite word? uh.. i don't know...
27. What turns you on? Looks, activeness (in sporting areas which makes up for my lack in sports), intelligence, musical talent would be a plus, incredibly keen with children, HUMOUROUS PEOPLE AND CHARISMATIC PEOPLE.
28. What turns you off? Cockiness, no respect for elders.
29. What is your star sign? Leo
30. What are your favorite books? Tantalised, certain Jodi Picoult books, admittedly Stephenie Meyer when I was younger, Lily Quench and adventures.
31. Do you have any siblings? 2 Brothers
32. Do you like to dance? I wish I could
33. What is your definition of cheating? Having a relationship with another person while being in a relationship with one already.
34. Have you ever cheated on someone? Nooopes
35. Do you regret anything? No...?
36. Do you have any phobias? Insects; mosquitoes, bees and wasps and bull/fire ants, seeing ghosts and all them horror/scary/gore movies.
37. Ever broken any bones? Not that I know of.
38. Ever come close to death? I probably have..
39. What is your religion, if any? Buddhist.
40. Have you ever been to a psychiatrist/therapist? Nope!
41. Are looks important in a relationship? It's what attracts you to a person, so at first impression yes.
42. Are you more like your mom or your dad? Dad! I have his cholesterol, hayfever, height, size..
43. What is your favorite season? Autumn, just cause it's not too hot or cold and I won't get hayfever.
44. Do you have any tattoos? NOOOOOPES
45. Do you have any piercings? Ear piercings
46. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had? 2 actual ones.
47. Have you ever had a crush on a fictional character? LOL honestly, who hastn't?
48. Who is your celebrity crush? G-dragon, Yoseob, Jun-Hyung, TOP, Ian Somerhalder, Josh Dallas.
49. Are you a virgin? Yeps
50. Do you get jealous easily? Yes, incredibly.
51. What is your favorite type of food? Asian food, mum's homemade stuff and mama noodles.
52. Do you ever want to get married? Yes!
53. Who was your first kiss with? Uh, Richy...city experience truth or dare... freaking.
54. Have you ever been cheated on? Yes
55. What is your idea of the perfect date? Honestly, it'd be somewhere in a field or quiet place picnic and just laying in the sun, basking there and talking about things... either that or a roadtrip to the beach or amusement park.
56. Are you an introvert or an extrovert? Depends where I am...
57. Do you believe in aliens or life on other planets? Sort of.
58. What talent do you wish you’d been born with? The ability to play by ear.
59. What is your saddest memory? Hmmm.... I can't really say I've had a really really sad memory.
60. Do you believe in love at first sight? Uh, it might happen, but no I don't believe in it.
61. Do you believe in soul mates? In a way, yes, but I'm not sure I'll find mine.. plus the red string of fate exists as well!
62. Have you ever dyed your hair? I wish!
63. Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you? Probably..
64. Would you go against your moral code for money? Which moral code are you referring to?
65. What are three things most people don’t know about you? I'm _0 kgs, I don't know if you know that I've had my ears pierced twice, I facebook stalk people occasionally to see what they're up to LOL
66. Who are you jealous of? People who have toned bodies and the right proportion like decent sized boobs, nice toned legs, tan-ish skin, toned thighs, ab lines.
67. Do you sleep with a stuffed toy? A blue bear named Alan.
68. How long was your longest relationship? 8 months from what I can recall.
69. Is the glass half empty or half full? Half empty was my first guess.
70. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you? Uh.. funnily enough, motivate me to work out, or attempt to do my hair. That would be hilarious, but seriously sing for me, cook for me or fix my physical wounds.
71. Who is your most loyal friend? Jess, Lilian, Damien, Richard, Tony and Michael.
72. Are you in a relationship? Noopes
73. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her? If I had one, it'd be his looks and the fact that he could make up for what I lack.
74. Are you a bad person? When I need to be.
75. Are you a lover or a fighter? Lover?
76. What did you do on your last birthday? Last birthday....go out and eat, bought a polaroid camera, got another polaroid camera, held a joint birthday party.
77. What is your favorite quote and why? "Vite Dolce Moderato" because it's a memorable one, it's one of g-dragon's tattoos which in Italian mean "Sweet life" and "Moderate"
78. If your best friend died, what would you do? I'd cry, like really badly and then go through a dark hour in my life.
79. If you had to go back in time and change one thing, what would it be? Honestly, in terms of life and experiences nothing, because they've all made me who I am today, but 2 things I want to change are: Childhood me and my need for food and in particular Maccas when we're on the way back home from a family friend's place and crying if I didn't have it. I'd tell myself that if I want to be skinny, I need to stop with late night Maccas stops. One other thing is I'd go back in time to the start of this year and tell myself, do not slack of, no matter how tempting it is, don't slack off, be diligent in your studies and consistent. It'll pay off and take a grip on your academic learning, especially for methods, we all have the potential to get a 50.
80. If you only had 24 hours to live, what would you do? Confess to the guy I have a crush on that I like him and deal with the rejection, travel to places, go to the beach, spend the last few hours with family and friends.
81. What is the strangest dream you’ve ever had? I've had so many, it's ridiculous. 1. Bart Simpson and Principle Skinner went into a machine and came out with switched bodies and that machine was at the KFC on Cnr of Princes Hwy. 2. First ex was crazily chasing me around my primary school oval in a marathon but it turned out not to be him? 3. I was in a desert fighting a war with people then somehow I ended up on a bus with a someone and looking at the war from afar.
82. Are you happier single or in a relationship? Teenager-wise I think it's best to be single because you have the freedom to crush on people, but I can't say for anyone else but me. I'd be happy in both, but that relationship would have to be the rare ones where it'd be worth it, to fight through if parents found out, have those little moments and still have those arguments because that's what makes a relationship work and grow stronger.
83. Who were you in a past life? Not a queen of a country obviously.
84. What is your happiest childhood memory? There are 3-4 main ones: 1. Family lunches at Springy every Sunday, usually with red rice and crispy chicken and fish sauce and then soda egg. 2. Going to so many places with relatives like Mt. Buller in winter, beaches and Abalone catching with Aunts and Uncles and cousins, going to the footy matches at the Etihad Stadium with cousins with Kangaroos because that's what they rooted for, going into the city to see Christmas lights with cousins and then sleeping over at their house only to stay over there the next day for a whole family lunch/dinner reunion, 3. Grade 5 class was so epic, I think everyone was pretty much carefree in the class and knew everyone really well, we got along and did a lot of creative activities and lastly 4. Going to family friends house every so often and I'd bond with my friends there... OH! 5th and last last one is Chinese School, because even though I learnt nothing and got the strict teacher/principle, I'd still muck around with my friends in class since they were the smarter ones.
85. Have you ever experienced unrequited love? Yes, almost everytime with the exception of 2.
86. Have you ever had an imaginary friend? Noopes
87. If you were the president, what would you do? Even if it harms the economy, I'd give money for shelter to be built, food to be bought, fresh water supplies in the third world countries in Africa and Asia.
88. What is your ideal career? 'Something where I can do nothing and earn lots of money.' But of course nothing is easy in life, so next best thing is go to different places and experience culture there, but I'd get paid to do so... which ... would be a TV host's career.
89. What is your political affiliation? Dunno
90. Are you conservative or liberal? Dun care.
91. Is the male or female body closest to perfection? Male... because they have the biceps and abs and back muscles and shoulder muscles and everything. LOL
92. Do you like kissing in public? Eh, not full on, but just shy pecks here and there are cute. LOL
93. If you could change one thing in the world, what would you change? Poverty, famine and drinking supplies in third world countries.
94. Where would you like to live? Japan/Korea because their office-tels are really unique and I'd be renting with a friend which would be the BEST THING EVER. But apart from that I'd live in L.A or italy or just QLD.
95. Where would you go on your dream vacation? ... Around the world, Italy, France, London, Germany, Tunisia, Japan, China, Taiwan, Korea, Macau, New Caledonia, Thailand, America, Cambodia, Vietnam.. Canada.. literally everywhere...
96. Describe yourself in one word. Naive
97. Describe yourself in one sentence. I am incredibly dopey.
98. Where do you see yourself in five years? ...17+5 =22 I should be finishing Uni and getting a job...D: SHIET.
99. What is your greatest accomplishment? Honestly speaking, surviving a 5 day hike but 4/5 days with a badly sprained ankle.
100. What is the meaning of life? 42. I don't know really...

raaandom!

2011-11-09T17:22:00.000+11:00

HAHAHAHA. all from tumblr.

goodbye mathematical methods

2011-11-09T17:03:00.002+11:00

IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER

NO MORE TORTUROUS SACS, NO MORE FEELING LIKE SHIT AFTER COMING OUT OF THOSE TORTUROUS SACS, NO MORE MATHEMATICAL EQUATIONS, NO MORE PROBABILITY, NO MORE MODULUS, NO MORE CALCULUS, NO MORE FUNCTIONS, NO MORE GRAPHING HYBRID FUNCTIONS, NO MORE RIDICULOUSLY STUPID TRIGONOMETRY GRAPHS, NO MORE ANALYSIS QUESTIONS, NO MORE MATRICES, NO MORE DILATIONS, REFLECTIONS AND TRANSLATIONS, NO MORE PRACTICE EXAMS

JUST NO MORE MATHEMATICAL METHODS IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE... unless i get a 25.

After a two year marathon, it's over.

2011-11-08T14:25:00.000+11:00

slowly but gradually accepting failure.

BIG BANG MTV WORLDWIDE ACT.

2011-11-07T14:39:00.003+11:00

MOST PROUD-EST DAY OF MY LIFE.

THEY WON THE WORLDWIDE ACT FOR BELFAST MTV MUSIC AWARDS OMGFKDJFKDJFKLADJSFAFKLFJDKLAJF

HOORAAAAAY. flkjfkldjfkaj i'm so proud :')

PLUS

THE WONDER GIRLS FINALLY RELEASED THEIR MUSIC VIDEOOOO OMGHFDKJFA

PLUS. GABE BONDOC UKELELE VERSION THINKING ABOUT YOU

best day of my life i think.. throughout this exam period..

one day left...

just one day and then a tonne of stress is lifted off...

rawrrrr.

2011-11-07T00:22:00.001+11:00

seven!

"I'm not fat now..I was back then but not now..."

those were, oddly enough, the only words I remember coming out of your mouth in my dream.

2011-11-06T21:21:00.002+11:00

just completely feeling out of it, lazy, like a sloth, giving up, 40 isn't an option let alone 50, I know i'm unprepared, I blame myself for not being that much more determined to go that little bit further and being consistent throughout the year.

RANDOM POST.

2011-11-05T17:44:00.003+11:00

RIGHT NOW!

medley sam tsui (L)

jayesslee~

loop!

2011-11-04T23:46:00.004+11:00

mochacafe.tumblr.com

orionfalls.tumblr.com

tumblr

pretty dianna agron
tumblr!

SO MANY I COULD VOTE FOR WTF. WHY ONLY ONE ):

seriously dare you people to do the first move without cramping up your inner thigh muscles:

GO GO GO GO GO...

*after a few times, you get use to it* but homgggg. first time (U) thighs started to cramp up, i stopped. it's like:

YES ANYWAYS. procrastination from the last three exam 2s for methods I still need to do .. FOREVER.

kochijap... cmon

2011-11-04T12:40:00.001+11:00

I REALLY DON'T GET YOU.

I may not be the anonymous that asks you those messages recently but, CMON. GET OVER MY FRIEND. SHE ENDED THE RELATIONSHIP.

IT'S OVER NOW.

Get over her and start anew already.

Don't freaking hang onto her like a leech.

She only wants friendship from you, and nothing else. THERE'S HEAPS OF FISHES IN THE SEA, YOU'RE JUST BLIND TO SEE HOW MANY OF THEM THERE ARE. MY BEST FRIEND ISN'T THE ONLY ONE.

Freaking hell, and she won't come back to you.

It's sickening to hear 'I still have hope that 'A' will come back to me and she'll remember those memories we had, and we'll have those little moments and times again' not only in badly worded english/grammar but EVERY SINGLE POST YOU HAVE.

It infuriates and frustrates me so much that you cannot see beyond her. She's not your one. She deserves better than you.

& don't be like 'she looked really beautiful today....I want her to be happy and make our relationship strong and new.' fark

just get out already, wake up from denial.

IT'S BEEN A MONTH ALREADY. IF SHE WANTED TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, SHE WOULD'VE.

oh and do you know why people put themselves as anon and asks you those questions? BECAUSE IF WE TELL YOU TO YOUR FACE YOU'LL GO SUICIDAL AND HAVE MOOD SWINGS AND CRY. No one wants to see a friend like that.

Once those feelings are lost, they are gone. They won't come back, ever.

She will never see you as anything else but a friend.

YOU JUST NEED TO WAKE UP TO REALITY AND STEER CLEAR.

----------------------------

on a completely different note,

4 days until methods.. it hasn't quite hit me yet and I feel like I haven't been working hard enough... so I'm scared that the score I get in the end, I won't be happy with...

at this rate, I'm guessing a 30-35... really... ): FML. I'M SO SCARED. DJFKAJFAL

I also feel under prepared a bit.. but prepared at the same time?

I've done VCAA 2 times so that makes around about 10 papers.. soo... 60 all up by sunday more or less.... is my whole 2 months worth of exams, that I've been diligently and putting time aside to do..

I'm really hoping it pays off because right now, I feel as if I'm really not working hard enough. I know that a 40 is out of the question now.. but still, it doesn't hurt to have hope right?

I pray that the whole cohort will do well across the board and bring up everyone's sac scores...

That way we'll all be happy with our scores... please? Everyone please work hard for the next 3 days and own the exam? We're in a team together right? We need this...or the low rankers i.e. me need this... as much as you want this.

I've been talking about this but, if I screw up methods this year or english next year since they're both the starting vcaa exams for each of the years respectively, it means i'll go in depression for the rest of the exam period.. D;

OMGGGG.. G_G

exams - biology

2011-11-04T08:44:00.004+11:00

GOOD LUCK FOR BIO:

TONY C, MICHAEL Z, SHANTANU J, JUNIELLE P, MELANIE L, DENISE L, NICOLE T, PRIYA S, MICHELLE V, LILIAN L, TU D, BONNIE L, FELIX S.

tv shooooows.

2011-11-03T22:30:00.003+11:00

dkfadkfjklaf SO GOOD ): why can't this be on anytime sooner..

snow white, evil queen, maleficent, prince charming, rumplestiltskin, jimminy(?) cricket, pinocchio, ALL IN ONE DFJDKJFA;DA

so according to american days:

glee: tuesday

vampire diares: thursday

merlin (UK): unknown.

once upon a time: sunday

RAWR..

2011-11-03T12:29:00.002+11:00

all from tumblr.

LALALALALA

2011-11-03T01:04:00.001+11:00

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?

I can't remember who said it last, but one of the girlies did and I'm sure they meant it.
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?

...why not? They're only a year older.
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?

ugh, I don't even know.. probably... wednesday? or thursday? I don't know, Michael cheered me up from an issue.
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?

Quite possibly.
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?

I don't think so?
6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?

Nope.. or yes.. yes I have
7. What exactly are you wearing right now?

Love Oh Love - Davichi (LLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL)
8. How often do you listen to music?

Every single day

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?

Sweats.
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2012?

No.
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?

I'm in the in-between
12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘B’?

No.
13. What about ‘S’?

No
14. Can you drive a stick shift?

Nooopes
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?

Yes I do care
16. Are you going out of town soon?

Nopppes
17. When was the last time you cried?

ughh when I was watching Drunken to Love You.
18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
Yes I have.

19. If you could change your eye color, would you?

No, I like mine actually
20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
I would, but this guy doesn't know I exist, let alone do everything for him

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.

sleepiness
22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?

Yes I'd like to think so.
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?

No!
24. What are you sitting on right now?

My bed
25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?

Friends
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?

Always
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?

Tony
28. Do you get a lot of colds?

No.. not reallly
29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?

Cambodia
30. Does anyone hate you?

I hope not
31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?

Nooo!
32. Do you like watching scary movies?

uh... no.
33. Do you want your tongue pierced?

no.
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?

none
35. Did you have a dream last night?

Yes I did
36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?

Quite a while ago I think
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?

Too young, but quite possibily
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?

...nuuuu!
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?

Nah..
40. Did you have a good day yesterday?

Yeahs...
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?

Nope
42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
Yups
43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
No...not really.
44. What’s the best part about school?
Seeing your friends and having little moments with them
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
Heaps..thinking I should delete some of them or untag.
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
eh.. rarely
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
All the time
48. Were you single over the last summer?
...no.
49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
No it isn't ); it's so much harder now
50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
I'm supposed to be doing english revision for context, language analysis and text response
51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
...no...
52. Are you nice to everyone?
Most..of the time...
53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
All the time.
54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
Yes.
55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Yeaaaaaa..no.
56. Do you think you like someone?
I may or may not like someone.
57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘T’?
Nopes.
58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
Boys
59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?
Yes
60. Do you hate anyone?
I dislike some people... but there's people I don't dislike.. but I give them an attitiude... I don't know why it happens :s
61. How’s your heart?
Beating and pumping blood. S'all good.
62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
Eh, not really, I've let everything go.
63. Have you ever cried over a guy?
Truthfully, once but.. it was a tear if anything else.
64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
Someone who hates me?
65. Are your toenails painted pink?
no.
66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
Possible, most likely not.
67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
...no?
68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
LOOOL. In primary school someone thought it was cool to dack everyone -___-
69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
... mum? no junie.
70. How do you look right now?
like a student?
71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
More than 5 less than 10.
72. Can you commit to one person?
It depends if he is the one.
73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Yesh, 3.
74. Have you ever felt replaced?
Some times
75. Did you wake up cranky?
No... well yes, because I had to get up from my warm bed and my doona and blanket somehow separated themselves -__-
76. Are you a jealous person?
Incredibly.
77. Are relationships ever worth it?
Yeah those rare ones.
78. Anyone you’re giving up on?
Maybe
79. Currently wanting to see anyone?
Uh.. yes
80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
come to school
81. Last person you cried in front of?
My brother.
82. Is there someone you will never forget?
Obviously the people who I grew up with.
83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
no.. not in the least!
84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
uhhh.. i'd still be going to school>?
85. Are you over your past?
yessssh
86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
yes at one stage.
87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
no. not everything, but almost everything
88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
no.. not really... i dont know how who my first true love is.
89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?
no. slam it in their face. LOL
90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
yesh
91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
Meh, I don't think so but who knows?
92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?
MANY. LOL jokes, just one. ZHANG.
93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
nopes
94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?
yes i was, it's over now? we're besties now.. well.. we were besties in the beginning
95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?
Yes I was.
96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
...Yes the last person I texted is extremely attractive - Ashley
97. Who do you have texts from?
uh.. Richard C(Dandy), Richard C(JMSS), Ashley, Jess, Amy, Tony, Felix, Junie.
98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
It happens all the time. ALL THE TIME. I'm used to it now. Didn't really expect them to like me back anyways.
99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
yeaaaas
100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?
...fb = jess
101. Ever kissed under fireworks?
No, that'd be romantic though
102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
This one person.

The Bathtub Test

2011-11-02T21:31:00.000+11:00

The Bathtub Test

During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director how do you determine whether or not a patient should be institutionalised.

Well, said the Director, we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub.

Oh, I understand, said the visitor.

A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup.

but:

No said the Director, A normal person would pull the plug out.
Do you want a bed near the window?

Happy Birthday Tony~

2011-11-01T23:12:00.003+11:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 18th TWINNIE.

May you have an awesome first-legal year.

I'm sorry I forgot but I'll make it up to you... somehow.

Keep being the talented person you are and study hard!

-November 1st.

p.s. good luck with bioooo! and your leadership interview!

R U READY?!

2011-11-01T17:05:00.004+11:00

sexy desktop background ;)

credits: tumblr

one day i will visit a place with sky blue, warm water and white sand.
credits; tumblr

THE QUEENS ARE BACK

FDFJDKALFJKDLJFAF

note; i do not see SNSD as queens but wondergirls (LLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL)

fdjflkajfkd OMGAHHAHAHAH ARE YOU READY?

i shouldn't be doing this, going on youtube but what everrrrrr..

i did 2 vcaa exams again.

i'll do another tonight!

p.s. sexy spirra cars...

this is crazy.

2011-10-31T22:18:00.003+11:00

getting scolded for not studying...

but WTF. I SPENT THE DAY AT THE LIBRARY.

okay technically i didn't study.. but indirectly by updating my reference book.

WTH.

fine kick my ass if i fail the methods exam, i don't really give an eff anymore.

it's just a number.

-__________-

i don't get why i need to work so hard.

i'm gonna have to work harder in uni anyways?

and what's the point? I'm pretty sure I'm not going to get a 90+ and attend monash or melbourne, not that i give a rats ass. I wanna go queensland jkjfdklfja

farrrrrrrrrr.

I know my limits. I'm not going to do well in methods. aights? now please!

what.. 8 days... i think i've burnt out to my max.

51 exams (individually) i'm probably gonna do 60 by the end of this week.

exam 2 is still weak. what am i supposed to do? and don't you dare tell me to study the night before.

APART FROM THAT.

spent the day with michael, jess, richard and lunch with michelle
updated around about half my reference book
did 2006 exam 1 again today
good day really.

sunday!

2011-10-30T23:13:00.004+11:00

MALESE JOW; ANNA (TVD)
she's so pretty

credits; tumblr

candice accola!
credits; tumblr

credits; tumblr

highlight of the day:

sugar cane juice!
didn't fall asleep at jacks for once and the last methods class everrrr!
ipod is updated with new songs noww!
56/75 for chinese mock exam #2
50/75 for chinese mock exam #1

28/10/11 - Friday!

2011-10-28T21:38:00.006+11:00

credits: fuckyesonceuponatime.tumblr.com

credits: tumblr

I have died everyday waiting for you...

Darlin' don't be afraid, I'd have loved you for a thousand years.....

I love you for a thousand more...

All along I believed I would find you

Time has brought your heart to me and I have loved you for a thousand years...

I love for a thousand more...

Highlight(s) of the day:

sitting in the beautiful sunshine (despite my severe hayfever and dripping nose)
buying 2 mocha buns from pappa-roti
while walking on the way to Kumon from the station, I was texting jess about monday and then all of a sudden Ivan just popped out of nowhere, scaring me from behind! I screamed so loud, like someone was going to kidnap me. I swear, scared me half way to death *life reduced by 10 years* ;____; See, now whenever I'm walking home, I'm incredibly conscious of my surroundings, especially walking home past 5:30 when I'm coming back from the library. Hence the loud scream... even though it was just 4:30 in the afternoon.

He really is cute and sexy...

2011-10-27T21:47:00.002+11:00

Love is a sickness, can I get a witness?

Love is so bad, bad, bad, bad, bad.

kfdljfdkjfa

weew.

love is so bad.

2011-10-25T18:22:00.001+11:00

(L)(L)(L)(L)(L)

I AM SO RELIEVED RIGHT NOW.

OMGGGGG.

MOST QUICKEST BUT INTENSE 15 MINUTES OF MY LIFE IS OVER.

FARKKKK CHINESE ORAL EXAM

2011-10-25T13:04:00.001+11:00

HEADING TOWARDS MY DEATH RIGHT NOW.

I'M GOING TO HELL FOR 15 MINUTES.

wish me luck? pretty please?

this isn't going to work anymore

2011-10-24T01:55:00.004+11:00

it's now officially a day before the oral exam, i tried practicing but .. it's really... i'm going to fail...

i'm currently in an emotional turmoil between failing the exam and stressing out about gma and physics tomorrow. honestly, i don't want to go tomorrow, but i have no choice. I hate how I'm just.. idk anymore, i feel so sluggish, so bad for not doing a complete exam for two days, being sluggish because of the hot weather.

my tonation is getting worse and worse by the day, i don't know if i'll be able to go in to the room and confidently talk for 15 minutes.

i have no more confidence in chinese.

oral exam in 2 days.

2011-10-23T22:50:00.000+11:00

STRESSSSSSSING OUT FOR ORAL ON TUESDAY

2 FREAKING DAYS

KDJFLKDAJFLKDAJFLKAJFLKJFA

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

peeling the onion/cake

2011-10-22T16:56:00.005+11:00

peeling the onion/cake.

Shrek: Ogres are like onions. Onions have layers, ogres have layers.
Donkey: Onions?! … nobody likes onions. CAKE! Everybody likes cake! Cakes have layers!

LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE.

Name: Teresa
Birth Date: July 31, 199*
Current Location: Melbourne, Australia
Hair Color: Dark, dark, dark, brown
Righty/Lefty: Righty!

LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE.
Your fear: Failure. Being alone
Your dream of the perfect date: (Water) Theme park date, Food Adventure Date, Ice skating date, Roadtrips/picnic date, Evening beach date.
Goals you’d like to achieve: To go overseas with a friend once, work in america for a while, go back to queensland, live a healthy lifestyle, get a 90+ ATAR, pass methods and chinese.

LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
Your thoughts first waking up: Ugh, school today.
Your best physical feature: Eyes
Your bed time: 11:30pm - 1:30 am
Your most missed memory: Carefree early high school days, going home and doing nothing but watch 3 hours of T.V, extended family parties when we were younger, summer road trips with certain extended family members.

LAYER 4: YOUR PICK.
Pepsi or Coke: Coke!
McDonald’s or Burger King: Maccas!
Single or Group Dates: Group dates, when I'm under 18. Over 18 would be single dates.
Adidas or Nike: ADIDAS. or both.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Usually chocolate.
Cappuccino or Coffee: ...cappuccino is a type of coffee?

LAYER 5: DO YOU.
Smoke: No way.
Cuss: Yesh, unnecessarily.
Take showers: Every day!
Have a crush: Eh.. maybe yes, maybe no
Like(d) school: Yep~
Believe in yourself: When someone else does then yes.
Believe what goes around comes around: Yessir.
Believe everything happens for a reason: Yup!
Think you’re a health freak: Trying to be... it's really hard -____-

LAYER 6: IN THE PAST MONTH.
Gone to the mall: nopes.
Been on stage: nopes.
Eaten sushi: noo....
Been hurt: Probably...
Dyed your hair: noo..

LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER.
Played a stripping game: NO!
Kissed the same sex: no.
Changed who you were to fit in: Yeahs, because somehow, it was/still is cool to conform to society and their standards.

LAYER 8: GETTING OLD.
Age you’re hoping to be married by: Hopefully around 24-27
Number of kids you’re planning on having: 4 would be nice, but I don't think I could handle it so.. 2 maybes.

LAYER 9: IN A GIRL/GUY.
Best eye color: Brown
Best hair color: Black/brown
Short or long hair: Short enough for them to still look handsome.
Fat or fit: Fit pleaaase :D And by fit, I mean healthy!
Looks or personality: Personality, but I will admit that looks to sort of influence my initial impressions and how fast I put a guy into the “friends” category.
Fun or serious: A bit of both. Someone I can really talk to when I need it, and who can teach me new things :)

LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.
1 MINUTE AGO: Typing
1 HOUR AGO: At tutor
1 WEEK AGO: Studying, tutor
1 YEAR AGO: Stressing out about creative.

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE.
I FEEL: I need to get up and do some pop pilates!
I HATE: douchebags, over the top drama, creating problems, being a burden, lies, certain type of people who won't let the past go, exams, studying, feeling fat and having no confidence, cramps, hayfever, cocky little dickheads, not being able to order stuff online.
I HIDE: my thoughts, my own stash of money (that I earn for safe keeping)
I NEED: things that are too expensive,
I LOVE: BOOST, nice smelling perfume, some certain types of guys deodorant, shopping for clothes, having a go at different hair styles, long nails/hair, friends, family, bags, cute pencil cases, badminton, swimming, D9A & 8C, people who reply quickly, carefree people and the simple things in life.

p.s I feel so dfadjfdkafja for not being older than I am right now. JASON CHEN was in melbourne at WOW! Neverland yesterday night... I WANT HIS EP AND T-SHIRT.

p.p.s I'm so tired after doing pop pilates and I can feel myself getting sore... @_@ but it's good as exercise, gets the heart pumping.

p.p.s CHINESE ORAL EXAM IN 3 DAYS. WHATTHEHECK. HOOLY SHITS.

miyavi

2011-10-22T12:58:00.001+11:00

weeeoh

2011-10-18T22:54:00.003+11:00

credit: tumblr; vervainnecklace or flawlesspetrova or petrova-elena

Type these words into your music library and name the first song that appears:

Love: One Love - 1TYM
Hate: Hate you - 2NE1

Light: Gimme the Light - 2PM
Dark: アフターダーク - Asian Kung-fu Generation
Good: Say Goodbye (chris brown cover) - 2NE1

Bad: Bad Girl - B2ST

Smile: (none)
Cry: I want to cry - BRAVE BROTHERS ft. JAY PARK
Girl: Dirty Eyed Girls - 2AM & 2PM (ONEDAY)

Boy: Pretty Boy - 2NE1

i hate school

2011-10-17T22:16:00.001+11:00

I am so conflicted as to do chinese tonight or english or chemistry.

jklfdjlfdajf this is not good.

and I still want to do 15 minutes of leg lifts/cycling.

@_@

TOO MUCH HOMEWORK

I CANNOT DO.

weew

2011-10-17T21:59:00.001+11:00

Humour me

2011-10-17T21:34:00.001+11:00

*Ring-Ring*

"Hello?"

"Hi, honey, this is daddy," ... "Is your mommy near the phone?"

"No, daddy. She's upstairs in the bedroom with Uncle Frank,"

After a brief pause, daddy says, "But you haven't got an Uncle
Frank, honey!"

"Oh yes I do, and he's upstairs in the bedroom with mommy, right
now!"

"Uh, Okay, then...here's what I want you to do. Put down the phone,
run upstairs and knock on the bedroom door and yell out to mommy and Uncle
Frank that daddy's car's just pulled up outside the house."

"Okay, daddy!"

A few minutes later, the little girl comes back to the phone.
"Well, I did what you said, daddy."

"And what happened?" he asks.

"Well, mommy got all scared, jumped out of bed with no clothes on
and ran around screaming, then she tripped over the rug and went flying out the
front window and now she's all dead."

"Oh my God!!! And what about your Uncle Frank?"

"He jumped out of bed with no clothes on too and he was all scared
and he jumped out the back window into the swimming pool... but he must have
forgot that last week you took out all the water to clean it, so he hit the bottom of
the swimming pool and now he's all real dead too."

***long pause***

Then daddy says, "Swimming pool??? Wait a minute... is this 328-9874?"

*credits: Soompi forums; humor section.

2011-10-15T19:54:00.002+11:00

FUCK

FUCK FUCK

FMLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

I now know i'm scared of horror movies/webtoons/manga/anime for sure.

i'm still shaking, fml.

http://comic.naver.com/webtoon/detail.nhn?titleId=350217&no=31&weekday=tue

if you're curious, read it. tell me if you were scared... geesus..

just my thoughts

2011-10-15T19:43:00.002+11:00

last one refers to a chinese man walking to the beach with his dog and throwing it out into the sea 5 times since the dog came back everytime...

wew

2011-10-13T18:29:00.002+11:00

credits: respective tumblrs

PLUG INS: LOVE ON TOP - BEYONCE
NO NO NO NO NO - C-REAL

ALIVE - JUN. K

farrrrrking hell.

2011-10-12T18:16:00.004+11:00

NOTE: I think people who know me at most, know who exactly i'm directing this to.

& this is just my own opinion and views on this whole matter.

FREAKING HELL.

STOP BEING SO DAMN DEPRESSED ABOUT IT. YOU'RE BEING THE MOST ANNOYING PERSON IN THE WORLD RIGHT NOW. AND NOT TO ME BUT TO MY FRIENDS.

I'm glad that i don't have you face you everyday, but i feel sorry for my friends who do.

You're so damn bi-polar. I swear.

Your stupid blog just has posts about 'her' and how you're so in love with her and how you're so broken hearted over her.

lemme tell you one thing.

MAN THE FUCK UP AND GROW UP. SHE TOLD YOU WITH FINALITY THAT SHE DOESN'T LOVE YOU. SO SHUT UP AND MOVE THE FUCK ON.

I'm not sure if i'm speaking for a majority but I'm speaking for 3 people so far in that group who wants all this to stop. All this bullshit and you're stupid PMS-ing.

Yeah you guys had a good time, so what? It's the past now. Move the eff on, she ain't yours and stop deluding yourself about how you will find your way back to her and into her heart and how she might have feelings for you still. You and her are OVER.

DO YOU HEAR ME? O-V-E-R.

STOP HOLDING ONTO HER.

Yeah your 'heart' might break when ever you see her but that's how break ups start.

you hurt but you do not go into depression.

and I hate how the group has basically broken up.

I don't even know anymore.

And can someone tell me who the freaking idiot is to tell you that 'give her some space..she might still have feelings for you...don't worry i had the same situation...'?

Don't get your hopes up. If you hurt her once, you're not worth her time. WHY WOULD YOU EVEN HURT HER? AND JUST BECAUSE SHE HURT YOU ONCE DOESN'T MEAN THAT IT'S EVEN AND YOU GUYS CAN GET BACK TOGETHER.

You etched an 'A' onto your left arm? WHAT ARE YOU? CRAZY? WTH. You've only been through 17 years of life and you're this 'depressed'? You have a whole lot of more relationships with other people, which i'm sure about.

and yes you're not gonna forget her because she's you're first, but who does?

The memories you created with her are there to remind you that you were happy during those times, you gave everything into that relationship and nothing else. You cannot live in the past, nor do you deserve to back to being by her side if your stupid mood changes from being happy with her and then breaking point depression when you guys temporarily break up for this matter or whether you've just broken up permanently.

Honestly, I shouldn't be saying any of this, it's none of my business what you do with one of my best friends but I'm just saying that everybody probably hates this all this bullshit now because it's been going on forever.

I haven't even said half the things I wanted, but I'll leave it here for now.

Take a look at reality you mofo and don't delude yourself into thinking that you'll be back by her side in no time.

She's a nice and cute girl but its because she's too nice that she's been through so much pain to be with you every time you guys get back together. She's too nice to speak her mind to you because of what you do everytime after that. Which is falling into a state of depressing and crying over her.

Vampire diaries

2011-10-08T21:03:00.003+11:00

WAITING EXTREMELY PATIENTLY UNTIL NEXT THURSDAY.

ITS COMING SO SLOWLY T_____T Vampire diaries season 3 ep 5... the reckoning

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PLUS! KAT AND NINA BOTH LIKE 2NE1

*spazzing out*

favourite show actresses like my favourite girl group (L)

oh my schoollll

2011-10-08T03:39:00.000+11:00

watch if you have spare time~

oh my school!

2011-10-08T02:28:00.002+11:00

I miss oh my school ):